death and regrets.

Jack Tait is sad and lonely.  more importantly he is scared.  his life is coming to an end.  what started out with hopes and dreams is ending with sickness and pain.  all that is left are the memories of what once was.  life is filled with happiness and sadness and pain and frustrations but no one wants to die.  no one.  Jack Tait knows that some people pretend that they want to die to go to a better place but there is no better place.  Jack Tait has regrets.  he should not have listened to people.  he should have lived his life his way.  he knows that most people are dull and lifeless and he also knows that girls like to fuck just as much as guys.  so he should have fucked more girls.  rules are meant to be broken.  follow the rules and you will fail.  you will fail and you will be bored while failing.  break the rules and you may fail but you will fail with excitement.  Jack Tait knows this now but he wished he knew it then.  Jack Tait sits and ponders.  he is old.  he is sad.  he is alone.  he is wrinkled.  he is scared.  he is in pain.  he is ugly.  he is broke.  he is worried.  he is heartbroken.  he is tired.  he doesn’t want to die but it is inevitable.  Jack Tait is human.  Most people are not.