LONG LIVE THE PEASANT.

first day of school.  Rylee.  our beautiful daughter.  letting go.  seven years old.  turning eight.  where has the time gone?  sad.  tears.  love.  alone.  her friends are put into another class.  why?  she was promised that she would stay with her friends.  being lied to already.  more lies to come.  life is cruel.  protect.  must protect.  must let go.  always torn.  never told what to do.  how to do it.  orphan.  an orphan with a Mom.  there are some orphans with a Mom and a Dad.  more sad than death.  endings.  closure.  let go.  we must let go in order to move on but nobody tells you how.  fake gods.  fake priests.  fake psychiatrists.  everyone fake.  everyone alone.  everyone sad.  even when happy.  pretenders are everywhere.  where are the real people?  boredom is common.  common for bores.  the wrong people run our society.  the wrong people ruin our society.  put in charge because of who they know.  not what they know.  resist the urge to like them.  peasants are revered.  peasants are worshipped.  peasants are rewarded.  LONG LIVE THE PEASANT.  will it ever change?  where are the rebels?  hiding.  hiding behind their wives.  their jobs.  their kids.  their money.  their cars.  their homes.  their family.  HIDING…quietness sets in.  silence.  silence.  silence.  claustrophobic.  can’t move.  can’t speak.  can’t see.  can’t lie.  can’t cheat.  can’t work.  can’t follow.  can’t listen.  can’t pretend.  can’t hide.  can’t succeed.  TORN.  ANGRY.  TORN.  SAD.  CONFUSED.  LET GO.  YOU MUST LET GO.