I guess the only way to keep people happy is to keep my mouth shut. anything I say is wrong. anything I do is wrong. anything I want is wrong. any movement. any opinion. all wrong. I am just WRONG even though I know that I am RIGHT. life is a long journey and the truth always plays out in the end. when people are on their deathbeds and are guilt ridden and filled with regret then they may realize that I may have been right. I may actually have something of importance to say. my opinions just may be valid. may be right. my plan could just once be right. I actually have lived a life filled with many mistakes. mistakes that I have drawn on to better myself and now I could pass this wonderful wisdom onto others but no one wants to listen. I am WRONG. I AM ANGRY. I AM CRAZY. the answer is to keep my mouth shut and watch mistake after mistake. then everyone is happy. everyone is content. no feathers have been ruffled. no feelings have been hurt. life. filled with lots of ups and downs but if you do not learn from your downs then what are you doing??? and if you are not doing then you are sitting. sitting in fear doing nothing but watching bad tv shows and looking at Instagram. well that is NOT living. that is wasting. wasting life. wasting a body. wasting a mind. wasting a human being. a human being filled with so many hopes and so many dreams hiding behind a computer. hiding behind a phone. complaining but not changing. doing the same thing over but expecting different results. you must do. you must fail. you must succeed. you must live. live each day as it is your very first day on earth. or live life like it is your very last but DO NOT sit around and waste life. that is unacceptable. unacceptable even for an accepting man.
my life has been filled with many many losses and many many failures. many many betrayals. many many days filled without love. without acceptance. without care. without understanding. BUT I REFUSE TO LOSE. I REFUSE TO GIVE UP. I REFUSE TO GET BEATEN DOWN INTO SUBMISSION BY BORING RULES MADE UP BY BORING MEN. BORING IS THE DEVIL TO ME. THE ONLY THING WORSE THAN BORING IS DEATH. A BORING LIFE IS A BORING DEATH. GET OUT AND LIVE. GET RID OF THE SUCKY ATTITUDES AND SUCKY SULKS AND GET OUT AND LIVE. LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST WITHOUT ANY REGRETS. WITHOUT ANY FEARS. AND IF YOU HAVE FEARS THEN LIVE WITH THE FEARS BUT STILL LIVE. DO NOT HIDE. HIDING IS DYING. LONELINESS IS PREVENTABLE. IF YOU ARE LONELY AND SAD THEN FIGURE OUT WHY AND MAKE THE NECESSARY CHANGES TO EVOLVE. TO TRANSFORM. INSPIRE. INSPIRE YOURSELF TO MOVE. TO SHAKE. TO WIN. TO LOSE. TO LET GO AND LIVE.
I AM ALWAYS WRONG BUT I KNOW THAT I AM RIGHT.
LEAVE ME ALONE.
JUST LET ME LIVE MY LIFE.
NO MORE HEADACHES.
NO MORE HASSLES.
NO MORE SULKY LOOKS.
NO MORE ANGRY LOOKS.
NO MORE SHAMEFUL LOOKS.
I AM ME.
AND WHEN I AM ON MY DEATHBED I WILL KNOW THAT I WAS RIGHT. I LIVED. I LOVED. I LAUGHED. I CRIED. I PLAYED. I TOOK A CHANCE. A CHANCE TO LIVE THE BEST LIFE THAT I COULD POSSIBLY LIVE.
ONE LIFE????????
WHY WASTE IT???
notanotherphony. 