it is amazing to me that the world has COMPLETELY STOPPED due to the Covid-19. In our advanced times when it comes to technology and research and we are in the midst of this extreme crisis that shuts down the world. what gives? we are told to stay home. we are told to stop working. we are told to stop socializing. we are told that we have to listen to ‘them” and follow “them”. these are scary times on many levels. we have, essentially, allowed the so called leaders to dictate our lives “literally’. they have always dictated our lives from afar but now it is blatant. they will follow our every move based on “security’ issues. soon we will be arrested for going outside to exercise. the peasants jump onboard and start “ratting out” the people who do not follow the governments narrative. the world is in chaos. where are the real thinkers? where is the real info? where is the calm? is this all a sham? when will the sham end? people are dying for real but how many die from car accidents? how many die from heart attacks? how many die from strokes? how many people die from living long lives of eating shitty foods, smoking deadly cigarettes, drinking bad booze, sitting on bad couches and watching shitty tv??? let’s put that into perspective. do you think this virus will get people to WAKE THE FUCK UP??? NOOOOOOO…the peasants will always be peasants and the shitty shows and dull celebrities will still be consumed. consumed like drugs and alcohol. taking all of it in without a thought of the repurcussions.
what weird times we are in. don’t let it affect you. what can you do to feel better? always come back to “what can I do to feel better?” but this takes discipline. this takes hard work. but the rewards are long term. short term rewards are always temporary. temporary orgasms upon temporary orgasms. each one as shitty and exhilarating as the last. but days still go by. nights go by. weeks go by. months go by. years go by. and then one day you look in the mirror and your skin is sagging and your hands look old and wrinkled. LIFE. what is it for? does it end when you get a real job and have real kids? or should it get better. should you get better. why do people kill themselves day after dreary day with shitty lifestyles??? why? why? why? is it too difficult to change? do you need a friend to talk to? do you need a pep talk? do you need help?
BLESS ME FATHER FOR I HAVE SINNED.
but whose father and whose sin?
who has made up the rules for us to live by?
why do we follow useless rules that force us to lead useless lives?
question everything.
focus inward.
have fun.
blow 21 loads if you want.
LET GO OF GUILT.
LET GO OF SHAME.
ALLOW THE WIND TO HIT YOU.
FEEL THE RAIN ON YOUR BALD HEAD.
SMELL THE SEWERS BUT ALSO SMELL THE ROSES. EVEN SMELL THE MANURE IF THAT BRINGS YOU BACK TO HAPPY MEMORIES OF A HAPPY CHILDHOOD.
be that kid again.
have fun again.
laugh again.
dance again.
kiss again.
fuck again.
don’t let old white washed up shrivelled up men tell you what to do.
FUCK THEM AND FUCK THEIR LIVES WHILE DISOBEYING THEIR FUCKED UP RULES.
DULL DOLTS.
namaste.
notanotherphony. 