tired. went to bed too late. too excited from a great day on set playing tennis. love playing tennis. too tired equals no fire. accept and get sleep tonight. keep going. keep fighting. relentlessly pursuing my goals. relentlessly growing. no time for sitting in boredom. move and shake. create. write. tell stories. my stories.
stories of lost youth and lost loved ones.
loss.
betrayal.
highs.
lows.
addictions.
fucks.
arrests.
deaths.
babies.
wives.
struggles.
family.
mental health struggles.
powerful stories about powerful people.
powerful stories about powerless people.
not powerful stories about fake people in power. FUCK THEM.
RICH PEOPLE AND THEIR FAKE ATTRIBUTES AND FAKE LIVES. FAKE WIVES. FAKE CREDENTIALS. FAKE ACCOLADES. FAKE CONFIDENCE. FAKE LIVES.
FUCK THEM.
FUCK THEM.
FUCK THEM.
BEAT THEM.
USE THEM.
DO NOT ALLOW THEM TO FUCK ME.
“can you hear me or are you tuning me out?”
lies and deception.
notanotherphony. 