the daily grind continues. up at 6. coffee. no shit. small talk with my wife. out the door at 6:30. grab another coffee and meet the crew at 7. work all day. no lunch. finish at 7pm. dirty. wet. sore feet. sore mind. drive home. shower. eat. small talk with the family and then upstairs to learn lines for auditions that i never book and never even get feedback for. zero control over my life.
NOT LIVING MY BEST LIFE.
my daughter is even embarrassed by me when it comes to my job. “tell your friend that i’m an actor NOT a labourer.” I tell her.
“Dad, then they’ll think we’re rich and when they come over they will be surprised how small our house is and they will think that I’m lying.”
busting my ass and NOT living my life for people who don’t appreciate it.
FUCK THAT.
my wife appreciates it as we need money but the money coming in just covers the money going out.
FUCK THE RICH LEADERS WHO LOVE THIS BULLSHIT SYSTEM!!!
continue to fight.
continue to fight for what i believe in.
hold my ground.
stand my ground.
know my boundaries.
follow no rules.
follow no rulebook.
FIGHT.
FIGHT.
FIGHT.
USE MY PASSION FOR GOOD.
USE MY FIRE TO MAKE A DIFFERENCE IN THIS WORLD.
feel another shit brewing.
woke up at 5:30 today so i could write. shit. learn lines. take another shit. read.
today is going to be a fantastic day.
LOVE THE GRIND.
LOVE WHAT YOU DO.
POWER OF POSITIVITY.
EMBRACE.
ACCEPT.
FUCK THAT.
FIND OUT WHAT SETS YOU ON FIRE AND FUCKING DO IT AND LOVE DOING IT.
notanotherphony. 