saturday morning. the weekend has arrived. keep talking. keep moving. keep thinking. feel more. think less. present and presents and presence. be present. be alive. engage. fuck. fight. fools. french fries. greasy spoons and greasy hair. greasy skin and greasy floors. the clock continues to tick. TIK TOK. TIK TOK. TIK TOCK.
where is the love?
where is the joy?
fight the negative thoughts.
fight the negative opinions.
fight negative people and negative energies.
ONE LIFE TO LIVE.
it’s cloudy at the moment but the sun will come out. sun and fun. fun in the sun. son. son. son. “i am dying my son. please take care of your mom and your brother. take care of yourself too. i will miss you all very much but such is life. and such is death.”
letting go and letting it all flow.
80’s love songs bringing me back to love and hope. butterflies and blushing face. exciting and nervous. nervous and exciting.
live fully in the moment and feeling everything and anything.
FEELINGS.
BIG BIG FEELINGS.
I MISS YOU SOOOOO MUCH.
LOVE.
ANGER.
NERVOUS.
SADNESS.
EXCITEMENT.
JOY.
LOSS AND LOVE.
LOVE.
LOVE.
LOVE.
i miss you dad. i miss you sooooo much.
FEBRUARY 17, 1978.
“your dad didn’t make it chris.”
notanotherphony. 