life never stopping. it doesn’t care if you’re sick or tired or sick and tired. it will leave you behind. it will leave you in it’s tracks. it will anger you. it will frustrate you. it will bring joy and also bring deep shame. immense pain and rain. but it doesn’t stop for anyone or anything.
i have a stuffy nose. i don’t want to get sick. i don’t want to have a cold. i hate being slowed down. i don’t want to stop.
“slow down and smell the roses.”
“stop and smell the roses.”
i never get the saying right.
WRITE.
RIGHT.
“RIGHT ON BOYS!!!!”
stupid sayings.
stupid people.
two weeks without exercise and my belly is growing.
9 to 5 life is NOT for me.
there must be a better way.
THE BETTER WAY IS NEVER THE BETTER WAY.
great marketing by people and companies with deep pockets. lots of money to spend. lots of people to come up with ideas and plans to fool the average man. the average woman. corporate lies. corporations. non profits.
scams.
scams.
scams.
and the rich and powerful keep getting richer.
keep staying powerful.
maybe i have allergies. i’ll take some tylenol. drink another coffee. pho for lunch? meet kevin. visit my mom. eyes are tired. sara snoring. taylor’s birthday on saturday. get a card. go out for dinner. new phone. murphy sleeping beside me. everyone’s tired. this could be the end of the 9 to 5 era for me. it’s dull. it’s painful. it’s tiring. it’s draining. it’s uninspiring. it’s low paying (for me). it’s taxing. it’s boring. it’s frustrating. it’s…
IT IS NOT ME!!!
I AM REAL.
I AM RESTLESS.
RESTLESS AND REAl.
NOT DULL AND PHONY.
FUCK/LOVE EVERYONE.
notanotherphony. 