“love you.”
“love you too.”
out the door she goes to get Taylor. bring Taylor to work. then back home. sick. tired. sick and tired. my bum is wet. i don’t want to walk with bob but if i don’t walk with bob then murphy doesn’t get a good walk.
torn.
twisted.
tongue tied and twisted.
sun beaming down. windy. sunny. warm. nice. noisy. noisy cars. noisy trucks. noisy kids. noisy planes. noisy dogs and a tired and sore hand.
busy mind today.
still cannot do my daily tasks.
good at exercise but not good at structure.
read and write.
read and write.
read and write.
act.
direct.
what sets me on fire?
do what sets me on fire but i no longer know what that is.
do’s and don’ts of life.
spelling errors.
grammar errors.
time wasters.
talkers with nothing to say.
boring dull factory workers who hate their jobs.
why do it if you hate it?
buried all alone and mostly forgotten. my bum is still wet. wet couch. too lazy to get up.
comfortable.
HUMAN CONNECTION.
HUMAN CONNECTION.
HUMAN CONNECTION.
ALL I WANT IS HUMAN CONNECTION.
LOVE AND LOSS AND GRATITUDE AND GRACE.
my bum is getting wetter and wetter.
how many people care about life?
how many people care about money?
how many people choose money over human connection?
i ran over a squirrel yesterday and killed him. killed her. sad. felt awful. that squirrel had a mom and a dad. i wonder if the parents are looking for their baby?
human loss.
human suffering.
dying animals.
dying plants.
dying dogs.
dying purpose.
what to do?
PURPOSEFUL ART.
walk with bob.
notanotherphony. 