i miss my shame.

insanity.

doing the same thing over and over but expecting different results.

been living in this small dull town for over ten years and life has become progressively worse. progressively dull. progressively stale. less and less money in my bank account and more and more pains. less get togethers with friends and more drinking alone. less exercise and more eating. less running. less conversations. less love. less communication. more debt.

TIME TO TAKE MASSIVE ACTION.

TIME TO MOVE.

i cannot, nor will not, stay here much longer. it is killing me. it is draining me. it is destroying me.

my passions are gone.

my energy is gone.

my interests are gone.

TIME TO ESCAPE.

TIME TO EXPLODE.

TIME TO ERUPT.

TIME TO BREAKOUT!!!

i miss my friends.

i miss my movies.

i miss my coffee shops.

i miss my bars.

i miss my confusion.

i miss my shame.

i miss myself.

WHERE AM I?

WHAT HAVE I BECOME?

WHO HAVE I BECOME?

SCREAM AND SHOUT.

NO MORE.

NO MAS.

TIME TO MOVE NOW.