three days of drinking and now it is time to get back to my disciplined ways and healthier life.
monday morning blues.
days continue to go by quickly.
i miss my daughter soooo much.
i wished i was healthier when she was growing up. we would have had a better relationship filled with more love and more understanding.
I LOVE YOU TAYLOR.
my focus on getting healthier is back on point.
BREATHE.
BREATHE.
BREATHE.
listening to tom waits and reminiscing about life.
long lost loves. where are they now?
deceased parents (dad i miss you).
deceased friends.
deceased dogs.
deceased family members.
deceased strangers.
watching a loved one digress without any way of helping must be one of the hardest things one can endure. i feel so much empathy for those who have to go through that. for those who have gone through that.
my dog constantly stares at me.
what does he want?
why does he…why do i allow him to pressure me into neglecting my needs for his?
LIFE.
WHAT IS LIFE ALL ABOUT?
WHY IS THERE SO MUCH COMPETITION?
WHY IS THERE SO MUCH HATE?
WHY IS THERE SO MUCH GREED?
WHY CAN’T WE ALL GET ALONG?
WHY DO WE ALLOW POLITICS TO DIVIDE US SO MUCH?
WINNERS VS. LOSERS?
US AGAINST THEM?
THE HAVES AND HAVE NOTS?
awful saying for misinformed people.
ONE LIFE TO LIVE.
LIVE IT FILLED WITH LOVE AND UNDERSTANDING.
love thy neighbour as i love thyself.
notanotherphony. 