wake up and make coffee.
begin to map my day out.
dog walk.
gym.
audition.
meditate.
work.
a rather dull day in a rather dull town.
why am i living here?
what are the benefits of living in this small boring town?
no culture.
no action.
no excitement.
no peace.
no inspiration.
i am living a daily routine of nothingness.
why not live by the mountains?
why not live by an ocean?
why not live in a big city?
what is the allure of a small town but a busy small town in the middle of nowhere?
it takes an hour and a half to drive anywhere. a slow death. a slow dull death.
how do i change this? what do i need to do to change this?
i sit and watch people living exciting lives while i walk my dog and jerk off. i am fifty-seven years old and searching for purpose. searching for meaning. searching for conversation. searching for fun.
STOP THE INSANITY.
WAKE UP.
NO MORE BOREDOM.
NO MORE RULES.
NO MORE FEAR.
NO MORE WASTING TIME.
TIME WASTERS AND FAKE ADS FOR FAKE POLITICIANS.
dull.
dull.
dull.
be the man that i aspire to be.
WRITE AND OBSERVE LIFE.
notanotherphony. 