scattered and disjointed.

another long and boring day yesterday.

constant construction going on outside.

companies ripping up our lawns and sidewalks for more internet and more greed.

when does it stop?

the constant chase for money at the expense of everything else.

family neglect.

health neglect.

spiritual neglect.

humanity neglect.

FUCK THESE PIGS.

I HOPE THEY ALL ROT IN HELL.

i was on a kick of lessening my drinking but that lasted two frustrating days and now i am back to normal.

normal and semi happy.

wine and beer (good beer) my drinks of choice.

gin.

tequila.

bourbon.

whiskey.

these work too.

i am soon to be sixty years old and my job opportunities have lessened drastically.

i hardly get a sniff when applying for jobs.

my resume is scattered and disjointed the same way that my brain is scattered and disjointed.

i don’t need much money but enough to be stable in an unstable world.

choose wisely.

choose with your heart and less with your brain.

FIGHT.

FIGHT.

FIGHT.

FIGHT THE POWERS THAT BE.

walk slowly and carry a big stick.

only the good die young.

WHY?

WHY IS THAT?

god you are not listening.