notanotherphony.

TGIF.

i’ve always hated that term.

THANK GOD IT’S FRIDAY.

people wishing their weekday lives away so they can get to the weekend and enjoy two days of chores before going back to the drudgery of their work lives. it doesn’t make sense. it never made sense.

GET A JOB YOU LIKE.

these same people wish their lives away to get to the magical age of sixty-five so they can retire and enjoy their lives.

sad.

i am bald. accept it.

accept the things you cannot change and change the things you can.

i just need to buzz my hair.

be like michael stipe.

done.

why try to look ugly?

keep breathing.

keep stretching.

keep reading.

keep loving.

healthy mind and body.

accept that i am married and that i have a daughter and that i am fifty-seven years old.

younger women do not find me attractive anymore.

i can be charming.

i can be talented.

i can be passionate.

i can be interesting.

i am not attractive to younger women. most women are younger than me. this is a problem.

getting older.

getting wiser?

getting old is not easy.

letting go of some great times with great friends.

can i even get hard anymore?

is it the meds?

is it age?

i am off the meds and hard again.

it was the meds.

my balls are literally shrinking though.

get healthy now or the next twenty years will be torture.

meditate.

yoga.

water.

healthy food.

exercise.

create.

love.

listen.

BE PRESENT AND CONNECT.

continue to surrender.

continue to meditate.

continue to love.

continue to open up the body.

stretch daily.

read daily.

daily inspiration and daily knowledge.

DO NOT LISTEN TO THE PUPPETS.

leaders ruining our world.

sick leaders killing and enabling the killing of innocent human beings.

LIES AND DECEPTION.

feeding the lies of economy while our leaders murder innocent women and children.

lost souls.

lost sick human beings.

loss of morals.

loss of love.

loss of empathy.

hitler.

biden.

netanyahu.

trudeau.

putin.

bush.

FAKE SICK LEADERS.

FAKE SICK HUMAN BEINGS.

we follow the wrong people.

we follow the wrong rules.

we follow the wrong systems.

money over love.

our moral centers covered in blood and money.

fake money.

fake lives.

PURPOSELESS AND POINTLESS LIVES.

BE PURPOSEFUL.

BE MORAL.

BE EMPATHETIC.

BE.

love.

love.

love.

love is the answer to my never ending question.

what is the purpose of my life?

what is the purpose?

SPREAD LOVE.

INSPIRE.

LISTEN.

LOVE.

SURRENDER.

constantly strive to let go and surrender.

what is underneath the mask?

do i wear a mask?

women are beautiful.

men are … beautiful too but in a different way.

real women are sexy.

real women.

real men.

real human beings are sexy.

vulnerability is key.

strive to be more open.

more vulnerable.

PODCAST.

CURIOUS CHRISTY.

i fall in love with every co-star i work with.

present.

strive to be more present.

meditation.

yoga.

stretching.

heal my body.

elongate my body.

stretch and relax.

relax and restore.

yin yoga.

heal and surrender.

i am bald.

i am old.

i am broken down.

i am tired.

less than four hours sleep but i must accept.

LOVE.

LOVE.

LOVE.

OPEN UP AND LOVE.

scrambled love equals scrambled relationships and a scrambled life.

xoxoxo.

shoulder pain preventing me from having a good sleep.

before that it was knee pain.

aching body.

getting old.

tired of waking up at 3am.

why can’t i get a job that i like?

hotels?

sales?

writer?

actor?

filmmaker?

creator?

do i need to cut down on booze during the week?

get healthy.

daily meditation.

daily exercise.

healthier eating.

good sleep.

ONE STORY A DAY.

purpose?

i am empathetic.

caring.

boost people’s confidence.

problem solving.

I AM A GREAT LEADER.

LEAD PEOPLE IN A LEADERLESS WORLD.

i am tired.

another shitty sleep.

SHOULDER PAIN.

FIX IT NOW.

get a whiteboard and start creating.

CREATE.

CREATE.

CREATE.

curious christy?

notanotherphony.

stories of love.

childhood love.

teenage love.

adult love.

LOVE AND DEVASTATING LOSS.

practice.

practice.

practice.

breathe.

allow.

surrender.

so many stories.

so little focus.

pick one.

do one.

passionate art on passionate topics.

passionate people.

i need a new pillow.

write my movie.

get someone to shoot my movie.

get someone (me) to edit my movie.

learn how to film.

learn how to edit.

make my films.

what is stopping me?

why haven’t i done this?

i’m certainly not getting any younger.

my knee is still swollen and still lacking mobility BUT it’s only been two and a half weeks since my surgery.

learn to have patience.

learn to listen to my body.

healing.

mental health issues.

why are so many of us suffering so much?

why do we have so many people suffering from mental health issues?

why so many self help books?

why so much searching?

why so much trauma?

yoga and meditation.

YOGA AND MEDITATION.

YOGA AND MEDITATION.

YOGA AND MEDITATION.

BREATHE AND LOVE AND SURRENDER.