notanotherphony.

i have lots of passions. lots of interests. lots of talents. i, sometimes, struggle to find the one that interests me the most. i, often, struggle to find the one that interests me the most.

BUT I THINK I HAVE FOUND IT.

that is to make people feel good about themselves. inspire people that need inspiration. listen to people. have deep conversations about life with people. have conversations that most people never have. i don’t have all the answers but i can, certainly, listen to people talk. really listen. really be present. really care.

THAT IS MY PURPOSE.

talk to people and talk deeply and lovingly.

LIFE CHATS.

LIFE TALKS.

REAL TALKS.

REAL PEOPLE.

REAL EMOTIONS.

tell my story.

tell my full story.

once i have told my full story i can begin to help others through deep listening and deep connection.

KEEP DOING DAILY WORK.

KEEP MEDITATING.

KEEP READING.

KEEP WRITING.

KEEP CONNECTING.

LOVE AND LISTEN.

LISTEN AND LOVE.

open up and talk.

relax.

feel love.

feel.

breathe in.

breathe out.

deep calm.

deep listening.

lead with love.

curious christy.

don’t settle for less than human.

be a good human being.

connect and inspire.

inspire and connect.

listen to my body.

body and mind connection.

CONNECT AND LISTEN.

DEEP LISTENING.

make films.

who can we make films with?

COME TOGETHER.

INSPIRE EACH OTHER.

DO NOT FOLLOW THE RULES.

THEIR RULES THAT LEAD TO DEPRESSION AND DESPAIR.

LACK OF HUMANITY AND LACK OF LOVE.

FREEDOM.

REAL FREEDOM TO BE ME.

REAL JOY.

REAL FREEDOM.

what is our culture?

where is our culture?

what are we known for?

where is the common sense?

the common decency?

where is the love and compassion?

why do so many people follow a system that leads to stress and misery?

marriage?

politics?

home owning?

stocks?

wars?

WARS ARE REWARDED!!!

sick people in charge.

PROPAGANDA MACHINE EVERYWHERE!!!

where is love for humanity?

trudeau giving ukraine another billion dollars while our country is in severe debt and is going through what is, seemingly, a big recession.

skyrocketing gas prices.

skyrocketing food prices.

unaffordable housing.

low wages.

struggling families.

an almost non existent mental health accessibility unless you have money.

healthcare costs rising (FORD).

so many issues in this country and inflation is already so high and trudeau decides to send another billion dollars to ukraine (he already sent a billion last year).

two billion dollars to help another country (what does this money pay for?) while many here in canada struggle to pay bills, buy groceries, pay rent, etc etc etc.

i am all for human lives and helping everyone but i always think that you should take care of your own backyard first. and if there was two billion dollars to spare why are we mired in debt and paying for it with high taxes and such a high cost of living?

something always seems sketchy when it comes to our government. does trudeau know where his (our) two billion dollars is going? do other countries help and send money as much as we do? i am fed up with trudeau but i despise poillievre as well.

just another lying snake.

when will a new and intelligent honest leader step forth? ever? never? ever?

i would vote for poillievre if he would just keep his mouth shut and create a better economy. no that is a lie. i simply don’t trust anything he says.

I NEED MORE MONEY AND LESS TALKING HEADS.

shoulders still sore.

knee feeling a little better. less swollen.

i want to run.

i need to run.

i am bored.

it’s amazing to me that with so much talent there are so few movies or shows that are watchable.

same old actors.

same old directors.

same old showrunners.

it is soooooooooo dull and, yet, there is an industry filled with this.

CREATE WORK THAT MATTERS.

create work that i am proud of.

i feel tired.

always feel tired.

is it my job?

am i sick?

am i bored?

am i old?

i am still waiting for life to affect me instead of affecting life.

eyes and head are sore today.

need money to live in this society of extreme capitalism.

overtaxed.

underperforming politicians.

we allow our leaders to ruin our world and we sit back and accept it.

then the ones who fight back are the ones who like trump and poillievre and who are the leaders of the load and proud conspiracy theories. no thoughts of their own.

SHEEP OF THE WORST KIND.

where is the middle ground of responsible people voting for a responsible leader?

are there responsible leaders?

REMOVE TOXIC PEOPLE FROM MY LIFE.

NO MORE BORING STORYTELLERS RUINING MY DAY.

I AM A STORYTELLER.

I NNEED TO TELL STORIES!!!

drove to toronto yesterday.

different people.

different homes.

different stores.

different signs.

different energies.

a beautiful place filled with energy and character.

a place filled with diversity and a pulse.

a place filled with culture and characters.

the big rich builders are trying their hardest to push out the uniqueness and charm but the artists and drug dealers are holding strong.

city living is so much better than suburban living.

i struggle to find the positives in suburban living other than the age old adage of, “IT’S CHEAPER.”

but these days it’s not. not really.

i prefer the culture of a city.

i prefer the pulse.

i prefer the chaos.

i prefer the noise.

the energy.

the artists.

the thinkers.

the robbers.

the drug dealers.

the hustlers.

the restaurants.

the bars.

the coffee shops.

the great movie theatres.

walking everywhere.

less walmarts.

more diverse food options.

less trucks.

more pedestrians.

energy.

uniqueness.

vibrant.

hustle.

smell.

the opportunities.

the women.

real people.

real lives.

real goals.

real and rowdy.