LIFE. DEATH. We are born. We die. Sometimes we live. Sometimes we don’t. some live a lot. Some don’t live at all. Girls everywhere. Listening to old ladies talking to the left of me. What were they like when they were young? Were they pretty? Were they not? Were they slutty? Ugly? Friendly? Bitchy? Nasty? Loving? We assume all old people were nice and caring when they were younger. NOT TRUE. When was their last fuck? Their last orgasm? Their last fun? Real fun. LIFE IS CRUEL. Why do we grow old? Look old? Feel old? Some get old quickly. Some never at all. Some die young. My Dad didn’t see his 37thbirthday. BUSY BITCHY CUNTY GIRL WITH A JACKET (SHIT JACKET) THAT TELLS EVERYONE WHERE SHE WORKS HAS JUST COME BACK INTO THE COFFEE SHOP. Talking on her cell phone. Letting everyone hear her stupid conversation. Trying to make us believe she is important. SHE’S NOT. Anyone wearing a jacket with a logo of “their company” on it is not important. Working for “the man”. Being a slave. Rich owners fooling this bitch into thinking she is important. GOOD TRICK. Seems to work. Dumb society. Living for what? Need a house. Need a car. Need two kids. Need a vacation. Need designer clothes. Need the latest handbag. Needs everywhere. SHIT SHOWS all over the television. SO FUCKING HOT IN HERE. Always is. Young hot innocent girl in front of me. Probably likes the jonas brothers. Tori and dean. Survivor. Housewives of orange county. The hills. Why is our society full of puppets? Puppets teaching other puppets how to live life. Dying unhappy but then passing their dumb rules of life onto their kids. Break the pattern. Break the unhappiness. 9 to 5. Watching all the ants drive to work. Get their coffees. Look at their watches. Sweat. Rush. Always late. Too many deadlines. Becoming greyer. Balder. Fatter. Angrier. More pathetic. More useless. Sick. Frail. Wrinkled. Dependant. Lonely. Slow. Dumb. Saggy. Worthless. Why do we have to age?
Watching Rylee grow. Triggy. Rylee. Mom disintegrating. Rylee growing. Women everywhere. Dreams? Disappearing? Hold Rylee tight. Do old women masturbate? Never want to let go. Let go of Rylee. Of Triggy. Of Dad. Of Mom (sometimes). Of dreams. OF LIFE. SLOW DOWN. SLOW DOWN. DO. DON’T. THINK. DO. DO. DO. DO. DO.
LIFE.
notanotherphony. 