LOVE and LIFE.

  as I struggle to get through a life filled with complete assholes and self centered fuckers without brains or looks I sit and think about how precious life really is.  I see families torn apart by death.  death to people who shouldn’t die.  caring, loving, human beings.  cancers and other preventable diseases crippling people and their loved ones.  little kids losing their heroic mothers and fathers.  growing up fatherless or motherless.  seeing your best friend.  your Mother.  your Father.  your wife.  your husband struggle to breathe.  struggle to smile.  struggle to eat.  struggle to walk.  life is not fair.  greed has taken over and with all the greed compassion has been lost.  but as time passes I find myself not caring about the greedy fuckers.  the selfish bastards.  the phony and pathetic disgusting humans beings I see on facebook posting “selfies” constantly and waiting for everyone to say how pretty they are or how handsome they are.  I really DO NOT care.  I care about my family.  my friends.  my loved ones.
  as I age I feel sad that, at some point in time, I will never ever see Nicole again or Rylee again and as I am typing this I start to cry thinking about that.  love is so precious.  life is so precious.  I no longer want to waste time on irrelevant people and irrelevant things.  FUCK HOLLYWOOD AND IT’S SOULLESS PHONY SICKENING PRODUCT AND PEOPLE.  who needs it?  does it make your life better?  do you leave the theatre satisfied???  ever???
  life is filled with loving people and interesting things but you must find them.  not hide.  love.  laugh.  embrace.  kiss.  hug.  love.  talk.  be real.  not phony.  let people in.  enjoy your life.  life is precious.  it can end quickly.  what is your purpose in life?  what do you live for?  greed is not needed.  ever.  earlier hate has turned to love.  the people I hated earlier…I still hate.  but the rest is getting my love.  real love.  open love.  life is precious.
  I HATE MANY PEOPLE.  BUT I LOVE SOME…A LOT. I never want to die.