LIFE. DEATH. HAPPY. SAD. LOVE.

day after boring day we watch the clock tick away. our ticking lives whizzing by quickly.  some lives more exciting than others.  we constantly say that things will get better and that we will begin working out and we say we will cut back on cigarettes and booze and start seeing family more and friends more and eat better and blah blah blah.  But then we see another year go by quickly and wonder where it went.  wrinkles forming.  grey hairs forming.  cancers forming.  everything forming except life.  following shitty rules that were put in place by shitty people over one hundred shitty years ago but we all follow nonetheless.  lack of thinking.  lack of emotions.  lack of love.  lack of balls.  lack of direction.  lack of fun.  everything lacking in an otherwise fine life.  TGIF puppets everywhere as banks get richer and the movies get shittier.  has anyone seen more than one good movie in the past year?
  we all wake up.  we all brush our teeth.  we all have coffee.  if you are hip and cool you may have tea as you ride your bicycle on busy streets and get in everyone’s way.  all the power to you.  we all go to work.  some jobs exciting filled with passion but most jobs boring and filled with depression and misery.  “BUT I HAVE MY PENSION TO LOOK FORWARD TO!!!”  yes you do and you can look forward to it as you get fat, old and wrinkled.
  think.  feel.  wake up.  listen.  do not obey your parents if what they are teaching you is wrong.  eat.  drink.  be merry but be merry with a purpose and fuck as many people as you can when you are young because soon you will be old and married or old and widowed.  old nonetheless.  life is short.  make the most of it.  do not sit back and work for shitty people and come home and watch shitty tv as you eat shitty food and pet your shitty dog.  get out and enjoy life.  fight the system.  fight authority.  fight the nametag wearers.  the pallbearers.  fight opinions and fight them with conviction.  if the shoes you wear are shit then they are shit.  I don’t give a flying fuck if they say Clark’s or Hunter or Converse.  they are shit.  do not follow.  do not sit back quietly.  do not obey when what you are obeying is wrong.  How the fuck did Hitler convince so many people that his mission was a good one???  because his country was filled with boring robots similar to the robots that we have here.  WAKE UP AND STOP POSTING STUPID VIDEOS OF BABIES AND DOGS BEING CUTE AND FUNNY.  WHO FUCKING CARES???
  with each passing year I am getting closer to death.  this means that you are getting closer to death.  stop the insanity and live your life and live it to it’s fullest.
  do not be on your deathbeds regretting the life you lived…or didn’t live.  LIFE IS SHORT AND ONLY YOU CAN CHANGE IT OR YOU WILL PRETEND TO BE HAPPY FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIVES WHILE YOU SIT ON YOUR DULL ASS IN DEPRESSION.
  I never want to die.  I do not want to leave Nicole and Rylee behind.  That’s what’s so sad about life.  you spend your whole lives with people you love and then one day you don’t wake up.
  LIFE. DEATH. HAPPY. SAD. LOVE.