r.i.p. R.I.P. rest in peace. these words. these letters are uttered constantly when someone dies. fake tears from fake souls and fake smiles. why rest in peace? why rest in peace? what does that mean? we utter these words to family members. we utter these same words to strangers. to celebrities. to fake politicians and fake bosses. we utter these words as if the person who has just died was living in extreme chaos. extreme shame. extreme torment. we utter these words as if death is better than life. but why? what is wrong with people? life is filled with so many great people. so many great activities. so many great musicians filled with great music that touches the souls of anyone who has a soul. the world is filled with so many great artists filled with so many great sayings. so many great writings. so many great paintings. so many great films. tortured souls stripped down naked and exposing themselves to the world for the soulful to listen to. for the soulful to see. the soulful to feel. tortured souls bringing about sanity in an insane world. an insane world filled with fake parents. fake bosses. fake friends. fake leaders. fake food. fake music. fake movies. fake books. a fake world which applauds racist orange haired maggots while leaving real artists filled with real hearts and real souls buried in trash. buried in doubt. buried in misery. buried in fear. fear of their parents. fear of their peers. fear of their bosses. fear of their dads. dads who send texts and, sometimes, send monies but NEVER sending their hearts. never sending their souls. dads who put themselves on pedestals while fucking up their kids for life. fucking them up but never owning up. too busy chasing money. too busy chasing possessions. too busy chasing everything that life has to offer but never finding peace. never finding contentment. sad individuals surrounding other sad individuals. followers of shitty politicians. shitty souls. shitty people with shitty conversations about shitty cars, shitty boats, and shitty houses but so proud of themselves for “making it” in a world that has never defined what “making it” truly is. family always talked about as the most important aspect of life but so many families are tortured. so many families are torn apart. zero love and even less compassion. families going through the motions while life continues to come down on them. constant drama. constant regret. constant abandonment. constant lies. everything constant in families EXCEPT trust. zero trust. zero trust. zero trust. empty words. empty promises. empty hearts. empty souls. families following shitty rules made up by shitty politicians who ALWAYS favour the rich. ALWAYS favour the white. fucking phonies following other fucking phonies.
sad.
family.
how can dads abandon their kids?
how can moms abandon their kids?
how can life be so demanding that you choose to NOT see your sons? you choose to NOT see your daughters?
then these same moms and same dads will be old and shrivelled up after years of abandonment and years of chasing the wrong dreams. chasing the wrong people. blowing loads over fake bosses and fake houses. fake pictures. fake Instagram accounts. fake families in a society that applauds fake. applauds rich. applauds rich and fake even though rich and fake do nothing for anybody but themselves.
these old and shrivelled up moms and dads will sit on their deathbeds looking for sympathy. looking for acceptance. looking for forgiveness while mired in GUILT.
ABANDONED SONS.
ABANDONED DAUGHTERS.
ABANDONED GRANDKIDS.
how does a mom or dad ABANDON their kids?
how?
when a mom and a dad welcome a tiny innocent vulnerable newborn kid into their lives how can they ABANDON that very same kid twenty years later? how? how? how can someone be that selfish? that weak? that greedy? that sick?
human relationships.
family love.
ABANDONMENT.
family abandonment.
HOW?
WHY?
TRUST. TRUST. TRUST.
being abandoned hurts. being abandoned is devastating. being abandoned sets off a train reaction that never ends. constant fear. constant insecurity. constant hiding. constantly waiting for the next abandonment. constantly waiting for the next rejection. constantly putting people on pedestals hoping for a new life. hoping for a new outcome. hoping for help but the help never comes because the abandoned person is sooooo closed from years of being hurt by the very people that should NEVER hurt them. their mom. their dad.
family can be soooooo loving. soooooooo helpful. soooooooooo inspiring.
family can be filled with unconditional love at all times.
that is a great family.
but family can also be soooooo hurtful. soooooooo detrimental. sooooooooo sad. sooooooo sick. soooooooo non-existent.
why hurt our children?
why abandon our children?
why do we damage our innocent children so much?
fucked up individuals fucking up their family for life.
sad.
sad.
sad.
r.i.p.
R.I.P.
rest in peace.
notanotherphony. 