still struggling to find the right medications but some days are much better than others and other days are much worse than others. but I am very aware that what is needed most in my life is to fulfill my purpose. to fulfill my dream. to allow my passions to take over and fight for every inch of that passion. every minute of that purpose. a purpose that has been with me for years but having adhd my mind wanders and my passions expand.
in the midst of chaos and noise and speeding cars and dangerous trucks with loudmouths running countries and facebook experts on politics and environment and one side calling the other side “racists” and the other side calling the other side “snowflakes” some much needed human heart and human soul is my answer. my purpose. TELL POWERFUL STORIES THAT MAKE PEOPLE FEEL.
REAL PEOPLE.
REAL STORIES.
REAL EMOTIONS.
plain and simple. we have too many distractions in our world. too many people chasing TOO MUCH. and this TOO MUCH is getting in the way of the human heart. human soul. our world is too fast. one tragedy is forgotten while another begins. then the politicians fight among themselves and try to use their power and so called intelligence (mostly bluster) to get across their useless message that avoids heart. avoids soul.
human stories over big explosions.
human stories over comic books.
human stories over super heroes.
less fighting and more loving.
there are better stories in our own lives than a year full of fake Hollywood productions.
fast. fast. fast. noise. noise. noise. elections running rampant. political ideologies. mass shootings. poverty. racism. sexism. anger. hatred. lack of love. lack of connection. lack of communication. facebook likes and IG followers more important than real love. real connection.
texting is NOT communicating. it is not connection. hiding in fake houses with fake cars and watching fake shows with fake friends and fake neighbours. fake hair. fake face. fake bodies. fake words coming out of fake mouths with shattered hearts and non existent parents who have been lost in their own minds. their own fears. their own struggles. struggles everywhere but never changing. a never changing life that leads to old age and then death. sometimes regret kicks in and many times you just die.
I need to block out the ridiculous amount of distractions and tell my powerful stories that are smothered in REALITY.
REAL PEOPLE.
REAL STORIES.
REAL EMOTION.
FUCK THE PHONIES.
FUCK THE FAKE.
FUCK THE LIARS.
FUCK THE STATUS QUO.
DEATH.
DULL.
CONNECT.
another week down. how many more left?
fight.
love.
connect.
listen.
engage.
challenge.
communicate.
open up.
speak the truth.
LIVE.
notanotherphony. 