another day of isolation. another day of monotony. another day of listening to mainstream media followed by listening to other types of media and another day of various comments and opinions from various friends and family. we even had Bryan Adams unleashing an angry rant at the Chinese. what is happening to our world? what is happening to people? are people being exposed? if you’re racist with too much time on your hands and bored at home do you inevitably post some racist rant on social media for all to see? to make you feel better about yourself? to get some shit off of your chest? if you’re dull do you continue to be dull on social media? posting uninspiring memes that are supposed to be funny but are “giggle slightly” type funny and then you go on with your dull day watching dull shows. if you are phony and need attention do you post and post and post and try to be friends with everyone and agree with everyone and then you post positive shit again but it’s not really positive it is fake and phony and really just rehashed fluff from some other rehashed pages of fluffy bullshit and fluffy boredom? the blind will always be blind. the dull will always be dull. and in the midst of this fucking bullshit I still see many people following the governments every word every breath as if they are gods of some kind. special leaders of some kind. special people of some kind. the governments all over the world are corrupt and sick and fake. they have NEVER cared for the poor. never cared for the weak. never cared for the sick. never cared for people. they have bailed out big corporations while leaving kids on the street to beg for change. leaving kids without clean water. leaving kids without food. without shelter. without health. for years the governments have told us that there is NO MONEY for the poor. no money for programs. no money for this. no money for that. but suddenly there is money flowing into the pockets of anyone and everyone. WHY DO WE TRUST THESE PEOPLE? HOW IS TRUMP ALIVE? WE SHOOT DOWN REAL LEADERS LIKE MARTIN LUTHER KING AND MALCOLM X BUT WE APPLAUD TRUMP? PEOPLE EVEN APPLAUDED HITLER AT ONE POINT IN TIME. ARE WE THAT DUMB? THAT GULLIBLE? THAT DESPERATE?
Edward Snowden exposes governments for their lies and deception but we deem him a traitor.
Julian Assange exposes governments for their lies and deception but he goes to jail and is tortured.
the elitists run the world and ruin the world and yet we listen with bated breath for their words of wisdom. we adore them. we applaud them. we look up to them. some of us want to be them. if you want to change the world DO NOT get into politics. such a sick and nasty game ruled by sick and nasty men.
I need human connection. this pandemic has confirmed to me that I need human connection. human contact. I do not want to talk with robots. I do not want to connect via zoom. I do not want to read scripts with others over group chats. that is robot acting NOT acting. acting is feeling AND CONNECTING and doing. not talking. and trying to be funny. and talking but voice delay makes it look like you are not talking but then talking.
FUCK THIS TECHNOLOGY.
HUMANITY.
GIVE ME HUMANITY.
I DON’T NEED A BIGGER PHONE.
I DON’T NEED A FASTER PHONE.
I DON’T NEED TO TAKE CLASSES ONLINE.
I DON’T NEED TO SHOP ONLINE.
I WANT TO TRY ON MY FUCKING SHOES IN A FUCKING STORE SO I CAN TELL YOU IF I LIKE THEM OR NOT. YOU CAN’T TELL ME IF THEY ARE GOOD. I NEED TO KNOW FOR MYSELF. JUST LIKE MOVIE CRITICS AND FOOD CRITICS AND ANY OTHER FUCKING PAID CRITIC. I DON’T NEED TO GET YOUR OPINION ON WHAT I WILL LIKE OR NOT LIKE.
FUCK!!!!
WE ARE SUCH NARCISSISTIC SLAVES TO THE GOVERNMENT. SLAVES TO OUR PHONES. SLAVES TO POPULAR PEOPLE. SLAVES WHO CRAVE ATTENTION AND CRAVE APPROVAL.
ONE MORE THING…YOU WOULD THINK THAT COMPANIES WOULD BEND OVER BACKWARDS FOR CUSTOMERS DURING THIS LOCKDOWN OR WHATEVER THE FUCK IT IS CALLED. BUT MANY DON’T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT YOU. OR I. THEY CARE ABOUT MONEY. MONEY. MONEY. MONEY. HUMAN BEINGS SECONDARY TO THEIR GREED. I CARE ABOUT HUMANS MORE THAN I CARE ABOUT MONEY BUT I WANT MONEY AND I WANT TO GO ON TRIPS AND I WANT TO EAT NICE DINNERS BUT NOT IF THAT MONEY MEANS THAT I NEED TO JAM SHIT DOWN PEOPLE’S THROATS TO GET THAT MONEY.
WE ARE SICK. OUR SOCIETY IS FLAWED. HUMAN BEINGS HAVE FORGOTTEN HOW TO BE HUMAN. CORPORATIONS EMPLOY ROBOTS. and we sit back and take it.
my shoulders hurt.
I need a massage.
my knees, feet, and back hurt too. Saucony are you still in business? I keep sending emails but nothing comes back. but they are no different than many other big corporations. they, unfortunately, just don’t care.
time to watch a good film.
time to listen to good music.
time to go for a run in my old beat up shoes.
time to ride my bike.
time to eat some soup.
my hand needs some hand cream.
notanotherphony. 