who likes marriage?
who LOVES being married?
stuck with the same woman for your whole life.
stuck doing the same dull things.
stuck doing the same dull routines.
stuck following the same dull rules.
talking but nobody listening.
making money to spend the money on useless items.
useless clothes.
useless appliances.
useless garden mulch.
constant arguing.
constant bickering.
constant boredom.
constant stress.
constant tip-toeing around the house.
constantly on edge.
watching my every move and my every word for fear of judgement and fear of disrespect.
a house filled with childhood trauma.
childhood trauma equals shame and pain. anxiety and depression. pills.
childhood trauma equals shame and pain. anxiety and depression. pills.
childhood trauma equals shame and pain. anxiety and depression. pills.
LIFE SHOULD BE SO MUCH BETTER.
LIFE CAN BE SO MUCH BETTER.
MAKE LIFE BETTER.
DON’T SETTLE.
FUCK THE OPINIONS AND GET SHIT DONE.
MAKE SHIT HAPPEN.
CREATE SHIT.
SHIT.
SHIT.
SHIT.
make things matter.
mind over matter.
LIVE LIFE.
dull and bored and rejected and lacking fun and lacking excitement.
lacking love.
lacking support.
MARRIAGE IS ONE BIG PILE OF SHIT.
why did i get married?
i should never have gotten married.
i don’t need anybody because nobody needs me.
DO ME.
BE ME.
BE FREE.
do not live for anyone else.
sad but that is my life.
LIFE IS SOOOOOOOOO DULL.
orangeville. WHY?????????????????????????
time to run.
notanotherphony. 