bad farts. lots of wine. lots of food. another boring night alone. why do i stay here and be bored? wasting my life away watching bad movies and scrolling facebook and instagram. get out and explore. create. connect. all i want is great conversation with great wine and great food. make things happen. visit my mom today. walk on the water. watch a great movie. read a great book. avoid dull people and dull conversations. run and exercise and steam room and shower and goodlot beer and meditate and vitamin c and eat some greens. i always forget to eat my greens. shake things up. and make things happen.
what is first on my list?
what sets me on fire?
what excites me?
what is joyful?
shit is brewing.
once i shit the day can start. i shit out all the garbage that i ate the day before. i, then, feel lighter. feel better. time to get the day started. drink water. foggy brain. foggy head but i do this to myself.
waiting lists and waiting times.
sad shitty system that favours the rich and lets the rest of the people struggle and struggle and struggle some more. a system that is built for the rich by the rich. rich and entitled. dull and useless. useless men and useless products. stocks and bonds and real estate and other useless drivel.
FUCK ALL OF THEM.
FUCK THE SYSTEM.
FIGHT THE SYSTEM.
AVOID THE SYSTEM.
FUCK THEM AND BEAT THEM.
notanotherphony. 