i woke up at 5:30 am on the floor and, immediately, drank a coffee. after one sip i headed straight to the bathroom. a two day release of bad food. bad wine. bad conversation and bad company. i flooded the toilet and then shat some more. i needed five flushes and a plunger to survive. after half an hour i made it out of the bathroom and drank some more coffee. i then went to my bed and sat down to ponder life. i pondered about the day. i pondered about the weather. i pondered about the never ending wars. the lack of humanity. the shitty leaders in shitty governments. the shitty food chains. the shitty commercials. the shitty movies and the shitty shows. the shitty pop stars and the shitty puppets who follow them.
WE LIVE IN A SICK WORLD.
the constant pounding down our throats of false narratives and disgusting propaganda. innocent children dying due to extreme greed. innocent children starving. innocent children born into poverty and bombed out buildings. innocent children born into shitty families with shitty parents who drink shitty beer.
TRUCKS EVERYWHERE.
CONVERSATION NOWHERE.
love.
listening.
empathy.
intelligence.
where are you?
you seem to be lost.
TGIF.
THANK GOD IT’S FRIDAY.
another week survived in a dead end job with dead end conversations and dead end pay.
while friends are posting about their epic trips to greece and france and germany and chile i am eating take out pizza and drinking cheap wine with my wife. it is our anniversary. we think??? we don’t really know. we never know. and why do we celebrate our anniversary when we aren’t really happy?
we don’t do anything together.
we don’t have fun.
we don’t have money.
we don’t have sex.
we don’t listen to each other.
we don’t talk to each other.
zero talks.
zero fucks.
zero money.
zero fun.
zero love.
zero hope.
zero plan.
zero.
zero and dull.
dull and zero.
happy anniversary.
i love you.
notanotherphony. 