TGIF.
i’ve always hated that term.
THANK GOD IT’S FRIDAY.
people wishing their weekday lives away so they can get to the weekend and enjoy two days of chores before going back to the drudgery of their work lives. it doesn’t make sense. it never made sense.
GET A JOB YOU LIKE.
these same people wish their lives away to get to the magical age of sixty-five so they can retire and enjoy their lives.
sad.
i am bald. accept it.
accept the things you cannot change and change the things you can.
i just need to buzz my hair.
be like michael stipe.
done.
why try to look ugly?
keep breathing.
keep stretching.
keep reading.
keep loving.
healthy mind and body.
accept that i am married and that i have a daughter and that i am fifty-seven years old.
younger women do not find me attractive anymore.
i can be charming.
i can be talented.
i can be passionate.
i can be interesting.
i am not attractive to younger women. most women are younger than me. this is a problem.
getting older.
getting wiser?
getting old is not easy.
letting go of some great times with great friends.
can i even get hard anymore?
is it the meds?
is it age?
i am off the meds and hard again.
it was the meds.
my balls are literally shrinking though.
get healthy now or the next twenty years will be torture.
meditate.
yoga.
water.
healthy food.
exercise.
create.
love.
listen.
BE PRESENT AND CONNECT.
notanotherphony. 