down in the dumps again.
body sore.
bored.
dull house.
depressing town.
depressing wife who continues to want me to apply for blue collar jobs that hurt my body and hurt my soul.
no risk jobs.
health benefits and little more.
disregarding my pain.
disregarding my interests.
disregarding my ideas.
disregarding my needs.
disregarding me.
disrespecting me.
wanting me to live a life that she envisions for us.
sitting at home watching re-runs of sopranos and scrolling on her phone.
no talks.
no discussions.
no sex.
no love.
no fun.
DULL.
BORING.
DULL AND BORING LIVES IN A DULL AND BORING TOWN.
time to focus on me.
my wants.
my desires.
my goals.
my plans.
my dreams.
MY LIFE.
MY LIFE.
MY LIFE.
i do not want to live like this.
i no longer want to live like this.
i no longer want to be in pain.
i no longer want to live in shame.
i no longer want to sit around and waste time.
TIME IS NOW.
notanotherphony. 