stuffed up…again.
sick…again.
stiff.
sore.
the pain continues.
the frustration continues.
i want to run.
i don’t want to hide.
NO MORE ACTING CLASSES.
KEEP MEDITATING.
KEEP BREATHING.
BUKOWSKI? READ MORE OF HIS WORK.
listen to myself.
KNOW MY WORTH.
KNOW THYSELF.
really delve into LOSS. february 17, 1978.
make real notes.
be creative.
be in a state of freedom and stream of consciousness.
LEARN MY DAMN CAMERA.
nobody cares about me and my life.
understand that.
feel that.
take that in.
MAKE THAT MY INSPIRATION.
phony people.
phony stories.
phony faces.
phony wives.
phony rules.
phony news.
phony leaders.
phony bosses.
phony friends.
phony family.
phony films.
phony smiles.
phony facebook posts.
phony ig posts.
smiling stiff faces and bright beautiful colours.
WE ARE ALL IN PAIN.
notanotherphony. 