woke up in pain again today.
MASSIVE PAIN.
TIME TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT.
this can’t be normal.
i can’t stay in this pain forever.
if i thought that life was a struggle before then, ‘HOLY SHIT”, what am i in for?
support?
help?
NONE.
do it on my own.
FIGHT TO THE BITTER END.
FIGHT.
FIGHT.
FIGHT.
FUCK EVERYONE.
we are all different.
we are all unique.
i am, already, stressed about wasting another day at home doing nothing but thinking and jerking.
another dog walk.
more cleaning.
more laundry.
more scrolling.
STOP THE INSANITY.
fix my body one muscle at a time.
one joint at a time.
one ligament at a time.
NO MORE “GROWTH” BOOKS.
I AM CRAZY.
I AM LOVING.
I AM PASSIONATE.
I AM UNPREDICTABLE.
I AM ALIVE.
life can end very quickly or it can be a long slow death.
money is needed.
without money you are in a constant state of panic and worry.
FUCK TRUDEAU.
FUCK POILLIEVRE.
FUCK TRUMP.
FUCK BIDEN.
FUCK NETANYAHU.
FUCK PUTIN.
FUCK FORD.
AND FUCK TRUMP ONCE AGAIN JUST IN CASE HE WASN’T HURT ENOUGH THE FIRST TIME. FAT PIG.
peace and love.
peace out.
over and out.
notanotherphony. 