twenty-five years into a new century.
time has flown by.
TWENTY-FIVE YEARS!!!
what have i done?
i met a girl.
we had a child.
we became a family.
a family constantly struggling with finances.
a family struggling with mental health issues.
few trips.
few dollars.
few moments of joy.
TWENTY-FIVE FUCKING YEARS!!!
we can’t go back.
i would love to go back.
bad choices and bad decisions have ruled my life.
what is the issue?
what was the issue?
no guidance?
no love?
no dad?
adhd?
childhood trauma?
addiction?
sexual assault?
love.
love.
love.
IF YOU DON’T GET LOVE FROM YOUR FAMILY WHERE DO YOU GET IT FROM?
random fucks.
wanting accolades.
wanting approval.
searching for confidence.
searching for compliments.
messy brains and messy houses.
messy families.
messy yards.
why are we so messy?
why are we so dull?
why are we so predictable?
why do so many of us follow the rules?
rules made hundreds of years ago by OLD RICH WHITE FAKE RELIGIOUS BORES.
are their rules serving you?
are their rules fair?
are their rules outdated?
FUCKING DOGS BARKING AND WHINING.
why get a dog if you don’t care about it?
notanotherphony. 