notanotherphony.

love.

love.

love.

love is the answer to my never ending question.

what is the purpose of my life?

what is the purpose?

SPREAD LOVE.

INSPIRE.

LISTEN.

LOVE.

SURRENDER.

constantly strive to let go and surrender.

what is underneath the mask?

do i wear a mask?

women are beautiful.

men are … beautiful too but in a different way.

real women are sexy.

real women.

real men.

real human beings are sexy.

vulnerability is key.

strive to be more open.

more vulnerable.

PODCAST.

CURIOUS CHRISTY.

i fall in love with every co-star i work with.

present.

strive to be more present.

meditation.

yoga.

stretching.

heal my body.

elongate my body.

stretch and relax.

relax and restore.

yin yoga.

heal and surrender.

i am bald.

i am old.

i am broken down.

i am tired.

less than four hours sleep but i must accept.

LOVE.

LOVE.

LOVE.

OPEN UP AND LOVE.

scrambled love equals scrambled relationships and a scrambled life.

xoxoxo.

shoulder pain preventing me from having a good sleep.

before that it was knee pain.

aching body.

getting old.

tired of waking up at 3am.

why can’t i get a job that i like?

hotels?

sales?

writer?

actor?

filmmaker?

creator?

do i need to cut down on booze during the week?

get healthy.

daily meditation.

daily exercise.

healthier eating.

good sleep.

ONE STORY A DAY.

purpose?

i am empathetic.

caring.

boost people’s confidence.

problem solving.

I AM A GREAT LEADER.

LEAD PEOPLE IN A LEADERLESS WORLD.

i am tired.

another shitty sleep.

SHOULDER PAIN.

FIX IT NOW.

get a whiteboard and start creating.

CREATE.

CREATE.

CREATE.

curious christy?

notanotherphony.

stories of love.

childhood love.

teenage love.

adult love.

LOVE AND DEVASTATING LOSS.

practice.

practice.

practice.

breathe.

allow.

surrender.

so many stories.

so little focus.

pick one.

do one.

passionate art on passionate topics.

passionate people.

i need a new pillow.

write my movie.

get someone to shoot my movie.

get someone (me) to edit my movie.

learn how to film.

learn how to edit.

make my films.

what is stopping me?

why haven’t i done this?

i’m certainly not getting any younger.

my knee is still swollen and still lacking mobility BUT it’s only been two and a half weeks since my surgery.

learn to have patience.

learn to listen to my body.

healing.

mental health issues.

why are so many of us suffering so much?

why do we have so many people suffering from mental health issues?

why so many self help books?

why so much searching?

why so much trauma?

yoga and meditation.

YOGA AND MEDITATION.

YOGA AND MEDITATION.

YOGA AND MEDITATION.

BREATHE AND LOVE AND SURRENDER.

more water.

shoulders sore?

exercise. exercise. exercise.

boredom.

i need people.

i need people to talk to.

DO NOT THINK TOO MUCH.

money. money. money.

need money.

be alert.

be present.

be observant.

I AM OBSERVANT.

we are sad.

we are sick.

we have succumbed to THE MAN.

long hours. little pay.

living in tiny suburban homes and driving big trucks with big wheels and loud mufflers.

stuck in daily traffic.

morning rush hour.

evening rush hour.

one hour lunches.

on the clock.

on the clock.

on the clock.

rush home (there is no RUSH in rush hour) to watch shitty tv on your shitty couch.

rushing out to your kids sporting events.

screaming parents.

terrible role models.

terribly sad lives.

what’s the alternative?

is there an alternative?

i make shitty money following my dreams and following my passions.

PURPOSELESSNESS FOR NOW.

hope to find some purpose at some point.

i should write columns on people.

write daily articles on our society.

critique our system.

critique our leaders.

why is our cost of living so high?

why do politicians make so much money?

why do we have so many different opinions on so many important world issues and events?

where are we all getting our info from?

FOLLOW YOUR GUT.

FOLLOW MY GUT.

MY GUT IS USUALLY RIGHT.

i may have found my purpose.

NOTANOTHERPHONY.

cough still lingering after a month.

knee injury healing (right one).

still getting zits.

still bald although i have grown out the non bald part of my hair and i look like an aging alcoholic with no home. no future. i like this look.

arms are sore.

shoulders are sore.

left heel is sore.

left knee a little sore.

aging gracefully like a fine red wine.

still, somewhat, purposelessness but i am starting to accept that and also accept what comes my way.

JUST BE ME.

I AM AN AMAZING ME.

i light up rooms.

i light up lives.

i light up friends.

i light up strangers.

“you light up my life.”

sad songs are sad.

i love feeling sad.

do i?

i love feeling.

feelings.

JOY.

HAPPINIESS.

HOPE.

PLEASURE.

PAIN.

JOY.

JOY.

JOY.

POLITICAL PEASANTS.

WHY DO WE LET THESE MAGGOTS RUIN OUR WORLD?

DO NOT THINK!!!

LIVE AND LOVE AND CONNECT.

life is short.

long when you are a kid but as you age life seems to get shorter and shorter.

DO NOT WASTE TIME ON NEGATIVE PEOPLE.

LOVE.

LIVE.

JOY.