drug dealers and hoes.

great sleep. long drive to work. great day in a sleazy city that is home to many drunks. many skunks. many crackheads. whores. pimps. drug dealers and hoes. no beaches. no toes. moes. slows. throws. rows. toes. toes. already said toes. BOZ. BOZ. BOZOS AND HOPES. HOPS? hoppy beer and sweaty balls. great work day or am i fooling myself? nails too long. stomach grumbling. wife snoring. always snoring. always grumbling. unhappy but refuses to admit it. am i unhappy too? how to thrive in a shitty town? dull. boring. far away. far away from excitement. far away from life. life and death and then we die. some die young and alive. many die old and dead. deadly living and living deadly. dull. dopey. monotonous. slow. lacking uniqueness. lacking heart. lacking soul.

FUCK THEM.

never believe the hype. the loud ones are always the dull ones. the wrong people have reality shows. dull lives that they feel are exciting. useless and hairy. harry carey. carey hewson. carson fife. steve vine. vino. red over white but i’ll drink anything. drinking is more exciting than NOT drinking. drinking and driving. driving and blowing. blowing and falling. falling down drunk and alone. alone and desperate. desperate and alone. sad. rundown buildings in exciting rundown cities. rich cities with dull people. fake. fake suits. fake cars. fake money. fake lives. twenty minutes until take off. i almost felt like driving my car off the road today. drive my car into a ditch and see what happens.

NO WAY OUT!!!

who likes this town?

NICE?

DULL?

SHIT?

BORING?

free coffee.

starbucks always hire cute girls.

friendly.

alive.

bubbly.

not dead.

ALIVE AND KICKING.

wrinkled.

first full week of work. chaos and uncertainty to begin with and then, slowly, found my feet. found my position. found my strengths. slow down and come up with a game plan. use the resources we have. be clear. be direct. WORK. GET SHIT DONE. LET’S DO THIS!!!

this creative job has re-sparked my interest in film. interest in storytelling. interest in writing. interest in directing. lessened my interest in acting. acting slows me down and stifles my energy.

blogs.

vlogs.

films.

youtube poetry readings.

real stories.

real people.

real emotions.

restless and real.

not dull and phony.

notanotherphony.

JACK TAIT.

MAN ON NO MISSION.

OR A MISSION OF NOTHINGNESS.

NOTHING IN LIFE.

NOTHING IN DEATH.

create.

creator.

create.

ART THAT MATTERS.

head foggy.

getting used to it.

mind edgy.

body restless.

foggy eyes.

bald head.

wrinkled hands and hairy knuckles.

hairy chest and a hairy dog.

wrinkled legs and wrinkled clothes.

wrinkled mind.

wrinkled soul.

wrinkled heart.

wrinkled life.

life at it’s worst can quickly change to life at it’s best.

and then BOOM.

at it’s worst once again.

be alert for snakes.

don’t believe the hype.

don’t listen to the facade.

fake talkers with fake confidence and fake abilities with fake money.

FUCK THE FUCKS AND FUCK THE FAKES.