10 hours of sleep.
feeling sick.
stuffy nose.
sore throat.
low energy.
no energy.
up at 5am. went to bed at 7pm.
so tired.
so bored.
so depressed.
so stuck.
so lost.
i could sleep all day again today but i have to work.
need money.
need to pay rent.
need to pay for food.
need to pay bills.
NEED TO LIVE THE AMERICAN DREAM WHILE LIVING IN ORANGEVILLE, ONTARIO, CANADA.
soooooooooooooooo tired.
it’s hard to write with so little energy. i keep falling asleep. keep pushing. keep pushing through.
great dreams last night but, as always, they are all forgotten. maybe it was about war???
HOW SICK IS WAR???
HOW SICK ARE THE PEOPLE WHO DECIDE THAT WAR IS OUR ONLY ANSWER?
WAR SOLVES NOTHING.
big egos.
falling asleep again.
SHIT.
HOW AM I GOING TO GET THROUGH WORK TODAY?
meds.
meds.
meds.
and more meds!!!
lots of fluids.
lots of meds.
lots of perseverance.
lots of distractions.
lots of persistence.
lots of hope.
LOST HOPE.
lost fires.
lost loves.
lost wives.
lost an loaded.
always lost and loaded.
notanotherphony. 