i am tossing and turning in Rylee’s bed. one glass of wine. tired. edgy. frustrated. i turn to the right. i turn to the left. knocking up above. loud talking up above. stomping up above. there is always someone up above looking down on me and ruining my sleep. ruining my life. why do they always find me??? what is wrong with people??? what is wrong with life??? where are the good ones??? infiltrated with the dull. the mundane. the sick. the rich. the copycats. the future? i don’t see it. there is a lack of love. lack of respect. but these bores get rewarded. the dumb leading the dummer. we must stop the vicious downward cycle. it must stop. STOP. THINK. BREATHE. DO NOT FOLLOW. DISOBEY THE DUMB RULES. treat others as you would like to be treated. find the love. find the passion. create. don’t follow. talk. don’t listen. do. don’t sit. fear must be removed. the wrong people get published. DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT. CHANGE THE RULES. FIGHT THE SYSTEM. BE SMART. BE INNOVATIVE. BE UNIQUE. BE CREATIVE. SHIP. DO NOT HIDE. the world is filled with boring people. SHEEP. DOGS. BATS. FISH. HOT DOGS. WALMART. MCDONALD’S. HARVEYS. POLICE STATIONS. SALES TEAMS. TELEMARKETERS. DICTATORS. PRODUCERS. TEACHERS. PRESIDENTS. PRIME MINISTERS. CEO’S. ACCOUNTANTS. BANKERS. SECURITY GUARDS. DOPE DEALERS. PIMPS. PROSTITUTES. HOOKERS. GREED. BORES. REGRET. DEATH.