ANGRY.

I am not dumb nor am I racist.  I am not lazy nor am I bitter.  I am not crazy nor am I troubled.  I am a smart man with an opinion.  I am angry with our society.  I am angry with our government.  I am angry with our school system.  I am angry with our rules.  I am angry with our regulations.
I wish that more people would be angry but they are too worried about bruce jenner and whether or not he is a man or a woman.  they also worry about who wins the big prize of dating some hunk on the Bachelorette.  while people waste their fucking time on these shitty shows our society is falling apart.  it is crumbling into a sickness of greed and phoniness which has ALMOST stopped our fellow human beings from caring about each other.  try to argue otherwise.
for years we blamed the blacks and their anger.  their criminal behaviour.  then we blamed the natives.  their laziness.  their drunkenness.  then we blamed the terrorists.  “IT IS ALL THEIR FAULT!!!”  we, puppets, believed the bullshit that was being forced down our fucking throats.  we believed without research.  without thought.  robots blindly moving in a circle of nothingness.  chasing a dream that is unattainable.  depression.  anxiety.  fears.  lost youth.  lost friends.  lost family.  “I NEED TO MAKE IT!!!”
now we are watching another police shooting and subsequent protests.  “RIOTS” if you use the police terms.  the government terms.  the corporate terms.
“DON’T BE ANGRY.  YOU CAN’T CHANGE THINGS SO DON’T BOTHER!!!”
lazy people with lazy opinions looking down on angry intelligent people with intelligent opinions.
where are the artists?  the troublemakers?  the innovators?
they are nowhere to be found.  buried under a blanket of shady money and shady politicians with shady agendas.  Oscars.  Grammy’s.  Emmy’s.  Non artists winning irrelevant awards.  a fixed system that feeds the rich and shits on the poor.
each day passes.  more killings.  more suicides.  more wars.  more people dying of cancers and other horrific diseases.  in fact I have lost two friends this year to the horrific disease.  who’s next?  I am becoming too afraid of death that I do not live and that is what the “rich” want.
But why don’t we all stand up in unison and say, “NO MORE!!!”  what are we all afraid of?  is silence the answer as we delve further and further into debt both financially and emotionally?  NO IT IS NOT.  Power in numbers but we should be applauding the angry blacks who have finally had enough.  do not shoot them down.  you shoot them down and you are voting for the bad guys.  the smiling bad guys in boring suits and boring thoughts. 
“FUCK THEM AND FIGHT BACK.”
ANGER IS NEEDED.
PEACE HAS GOTTEN US NOWHERE.
Namaste.