working on mindset. confidence. edginess. shakiness. cloudy brain. foggy mind. shaky hands. blurry eyes. sore belly. cold. lost but hopeful. always hoping for the gold at the end of the rainbow. empty bowl of cheerios. sloppy writing. shallow breathing. wrinkled hands. tired eyes. breathe. breathe. stop thinking. cold. not well. life passing by without joy. without love. without peace. without serenity. cold again. shaky. cold. tired. lost but not really lost. just enough “lost” to still be filled with hope. hopeless hope. DEATH. some die young. many die old and lonely. sad. feeble. lonely. lost. cold. alive but unable to function. no family. no friends. no purpose. cold white walls. a hum of nothingness. bad food. cold food. stale food. food that isn’t really food. boxed up additives. boxed up preservatives. death in a box. a slow death and then BOOM. A FAST DEATH. on the ground. convulsing. bleeding. dying. SILENCE…over. life over. over in an instant. one simple second you are living and then the next simple second you are not living. dead. gone. life lived or not lived at all.
LOVE.
ALWAYS LOVE.
LOVE MORE IMPORTANT THAN MONEY.
MORE IMPORTANT THAN GREED.
Greed ruining the world. angry leaders offering up re-hashed drivel from past leaders. re-hashed ideas from past leaders. re-hashed thoughts from past leaders.
leaders always living in the past.
DULL MINDS WITH DULL HEARTS.
LOVELESS BODIES OF EGO FOLLOWING OTHER LOVELESS BODIES OF EGO.
LOVELESS AND ANGRY.
GREEDY AND SAD.
a beautiful world filled with beautiful people ruined by greedy leaders (politicians/peasants) offering up constant lies and constant deception.
sad.
old.
washed up.
holding on.
POWERFUL???
no.
powerless.
angry.
sad.
lonely.
lonely.
lonely.
alone.
notanotherphony. 