woke up to a message from the bank stating that we are in “overdraft” again. constant struggle to make money in this world filled with bankers, politicians, real estate brokers, and fraudsters. constant struggle to find good work with good people, good bosses, and good wages. the most despicable human beings revered while the nice ones are left to rot on sides of highways and sides of garbage bins. I have to ask myself, “why do I get sucked into their game? why? why? why?
there has to be a better way.
there has to be more fire.
less pleasing.
more passion.
less rules.
FIGHT THE SYSTEM AND FUCK THE SYSTEM.
why can’t I nail down a goal or nail down a project or execute a goal or a project?
questions to ask myself.
questions to ponder.
bored but then do something that “UNBORES ME”.
my wrist is sore.
my hands are wrinkled.
the wrong people want to walk with me.
no one wants to hear me but I have to listen to them. sad, dull, depressing, angry, boring stories from old washed up men.
i have the most interesting stories. the most interesting ideas. the most interesting stories with interesting characters and delivered with an interesting energy.
TELL MY STORIES.
WHY CAN’T I COMMIT TO “FUCK EVERYONE???”
NO ONE CARES.
MONEY RULES EVERYTHING.
houses.
cars.
trips.
clothes.
food.
gas.
classes.
glasses.
notanotherphony.
real people.
real stories.
real emotion.
JUST DO IT.
DON’T GET BOGGED DOWN BY DULL PEOPLE TELLING DULL STORIES.
notanotherphony. 