Rylee’s first day of the last year of high school. time flies by so quickly. she’s such a great kid with a great heart and a huge soul or a huge heart and a great soul. she is filled with love and compassion and empathy and loyalty and smarts and beauty. she is also very very very resilient.
I LOVE YOU RYLEE.
SEPTEMBER 24, 2005.
i hope this year brings lots of joy and happiness and success for Rylee.
SHE DESERVES IT.
murphy sitting beside me. i’m awake. didn’t wake up early enough to sit at starbucks and read. sit at starbucks and write. need to plan my sleep routine better. need to plan my life better.
needs.
needs.
needs.
a whole list of “need to’s”.
“GET IT TOGETHER SON!!!”
“NO DANGER. NO DANGER.”
a cluttered house and cluttered minds.
one day at a time.
one thing at a time.
one moment at a time.
one breath at a time.
BREATHE.
ALLOW.
ACCEPT.
ACCEPT.
ACCEPT.
no longer stress over the small stuff.
no longer stress over the big stuff.
NO STRESS.
NO MAS.
NO MONEY.
NO EXCITEMENT.
NO GUNS.
NO ARRESTS.
NO FUCKS.
NO RAPES.
NO MURDERS.
NO HATE.