stuffy nose but great sleep. murphy laying beside me. love. unconditional love. bored. run today. coffee today. write today. read today. more coffee. dog walk. cut the grass. clean the house. bored. drink. maybe a hike. the highlight of my day. maybe visit my mom. maybe visit my brother. maybe go to tom’s.
maybe.
maybe.
maybe.
long drives to get anywhere. maybe i’ll cook a nice dinner. no i can’t because my family won’t eat it. they have something against me BUT i POWER through.
life not slowing down.
avoidance.
avoidance of love.
avoidance of purpose.
avoidance of talks.
dull.
boring.
bored.
old age comes fast.
some are old when they’re young.
wasted lives and wasted youth.
brilliant ideas going to waste.
my follow up or my follow through on ideas isn’t or aren’t as good as my ideas. need to slow down and do one thing at a time.
social media work.
website work.
blog work.
youtube work.
finding out how to publish books work.
simple and clear.
slow down.
make lists.
cross things off of the list.
repeat.
consistency is key.
sara has become dull.
blocked heart and a blocked soul.
scared.
afraid.
afraid and scared.
WE WORRY TOO MUCH ABOUT WHAT OTHERS THINK OF US.
FUCK THEM.
DO.
BE.
BE REAL.
BEAUTIFUL DAYS.
BROKEN HEARTS.
SUICIDE.
“YOU’RE ALIVE???”
notanotherphony. 
Loved your short list (maybe’s were the highlight) but the last four lines threw me a bit,. Regardless I will read more and return with more stupid comments. Enjoy your day.
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well thank you. i know that my writing can throw some people off because i, literally, write free form and do not edit. it is a type of therapy for me. hope you’re well and enjoying life.
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