another year whizzing by in a life that is whizzing by. still searching for a career and still searching for confidence.
god…where are you?
people continue to suffer in needless wars started by needless people.
loved ones continue to get diseases and deteriorate. we all wish we had more time to spend with our sick and dying loved ones but it is, now, too late. we are creatures of habit. barely living in the moment and always chasing happiness and chasing “quick fixes”.
love.
be open to love.
breathe love.
open and see.
open and feel.
open and cry.
open and laugh.
open and smile.
do these drugs stop me from feeling?
what are we running from?
what are we chasing?
what are we fighting?
who are we following?
who makes the rules?
who decides what is good and what is bad?
no drugs today. i want to feel.
stomach grumbling but there are bigger issues in the world.
we worry about economy more that humanity.
economy.
border patrol.
immigration.
no mention of extreme poverty.
no mention of extreme murder.
no mention of senseless wars and senseless deaths.
why are we such sheep?
why do i watch cnn and see one way of reporting and then i switch to fox see another way of reporting with completely opposite facts from cnn?
same topic.
both say, “factual” and nobody bothers to fact check or the fact checks do not seem to matter.
trump’s whole campaign is built on lies and attacks. his disciples double down on his lies and attacks.
DO WE WANT THIS TYPE OF BEHAVIOUR IN OUR WORLD?
FUCK THESE MAGGOTS.
MAGA MAGGOTS WITH LITTLE DICKS AND LITTLE BRAINS. HEARTS FLOATING BEHIND THEIR ENLARGED PROSTATES AND ENLARGED EGO’S.
just go away.
please.
pretty please.
pretty please with cherries on top.
Powerful emotions that you expressed, and many around me feel the same way. I too feel helpless and sometimes a little hopeless, but then after watching, hardly breathing watching my baby grandson fight for his life for too many weeks, I now find joy in every small thing, his smile brings the biggest and fills me with hope. I hope you find reasons every day to smile and to continue writing.
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thanks Maria. hopefully he is doing okay. have a great weekend.
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