notanotherphony.

  i no longer have any tolerance for stupidity by adults, boredom, lack of love, greed, lies, speedsters, phonies, governments, bad movies, bad music, phony celebrities, rudeness, disrespectful people, dumb rules, and egotistical self-centered rich white cronies who think they rule the world they live in.
  i want a world filled with love and passion and ingenuity (don’t really know what this means but it sounds good and i think it is relevant), laughter, healthy competition, fun, good music, good books, good movies…art filled with emotions not explosions.  i want my daughter to grow up in a loving world filled with opportunities and empathy.  i no longer want to explain what happened in the Newton shootings or the bomb explosions in Boston.  i no longer want to lie to my daughter about why Taylor Swift has not responded to the lovely letter she had sent her.  i want my daughter to grow up loving people not fearing people.  i want her to play.  have fun.  laugh.  cry.  converse.  exercise.  explore.  all done without fear.
  why do we live in such a hateful world?  a greedy world.  a world lacking in empathy.  a world lacking in respect.  why?  why?  why?
  why do we treat dogs better than humans?
  why is there still extreme poverty in the United States?  these people can’t all be lazy.
  why are there so many murders and rapes and assaults and why are our governments more worried about balancing the budgets than maintaining human life?
  why can’t we go back to being kids and having fun?  enjoying our friends.  enjoying life.  playing.  laughing.  singing.  loving.  caring.
  WHAT IS WRONG WITH OUR WORLD.
 
 

another senseless attack on innocent human beings.  when will it end?  what is the cause?  what are our feelings?  where are our feelings?  when will the next one occur?  has anything changed in our lives since the Newton shootings?  daily car accidents.  daily murders.  daily assaults.  daily noise.  these incidents are becoming more regular.  why?  does anyone think about the reasons?  are the perpetrators sick?  are the perpetrators evil?  if they are…who made them this way?  were they born this way?  are people born evil?  if these evil people lived in another country at another time would they still commit these heinous acts?  questions that are never answered.  rarely addressed.  most go on in their own lives worrying about wedding dresses and new fancy cars and what shit show to watch next.  don’t worry your fake lives will come to an end too.  you will die sad and pathetic.  you may pretend you are happy but you are more sick than the evil.  society creating a bunch of sick, self-centered, boring, fake, emotionless robots that have no meaning and no purpose.  everyone wants to be famous.  everyone wants to be adored.  everyone wants to be rich.  all of the above but void of purpose.  void of meaning.  void of human contact.  human touch.  human love.  falling for society’s version of life.  a life filled with debts and possessions and fake loves and fake friends and fake jobs and fake fucking posts on facebook.  sick people everywhere.  love nowhere.
  now that “Snoop Dogg or Snoop Lion” has teamed up with Miley Cyrus do you still fall for his “gangsta” act?  all bullshit.  marketing geniuses everywhere.  NWA were once BAD.  four young black guys from the hood who hated everyone white.  especially cops.  but another fucking phony act.  I fell for it just like everyone else.  ICE CUBE does kiddie movies now.  wow you bad!!!  Drake pretending he’s from the hood.  meanwhile he grew up in Forest Hill and was once on Degrassi.  WHAT A BAD MOTHAFUCKA!!!  FUCKING NONSENSE.  ALL OF IT. 
  make changes in your life.  stop the silliness.  stop supporting such phony shit and maybe we can get back to human connection.  human interaction.  do not adore KIM KARDASHAFUCK.  she is an irrelevant big tit.  let’s get back to living and loving our human race.  we should all get along.  we should have conversations.  stop posting useless pics on facebook so people can comment on.  if you are going to continue to post useless pics.  take off your clothes at least.  I will then look and comment.  I might even jerk off.  clothes on.  sorry it doesn’t cut it.  be real.  be honest.  love.  laugh.  cry.  possessions are not important.  if they are, look in the mirror and ask yourself why?
  we have lost our way.  POP CULTURE NEEDS TO BE IGNORED.  as does McDonald’s and all other shitty fast food joints.  do not let average people win in this big game of life.  make a difference.  we have one life to live.  do you want to make a difference or do you want to fall prey to the rich and the dull.  do not say, “it’s just mindless entertainment.”  if it’s mindless entertainment then stop watching it.  IT IS SHIT.  IT IS EVIL.  IT IS DULL.  IT IS MIND NUMBING.  IT IS IRRELEVANT.  STOP THE INSANITY AND CONNECT WITH REAL PEOPLE NOT CELEBRITY PHONIES.  FUCK ALL OF THEM AND THEIR IRRELEVANT FUCKING LIVES.
  as we continue to mourn another tragic event start looking for reasons behind these atrocities.  do not be a follower.  STOP IT.  LIFE IS TOO PRECIOUS.  CONNECT.  DO NOT DISCONNECT.

  as I struggle to get through a life filled with complete assholes and self centered fuckers without brains or looks I sit and think about how precious life really is.  I see families torn apart by death.  death to people who shouldn’t die.  caring, loving, human beings.  cancers and other preventable diseases crippling people and their loved ones.  little kids losing their heroic mothers and fathers.  growing up fatherless or motherless.  seeing your best friend.  your Mother.  your Father.  your wife.  your husband struggle to breathe.  struggle to smile.  struggle to eat.  struggle to walk.  life is not fair.  greed has taken over and with all the greed compassion has been lost.  but as time passes I find myself not caring about the greedy fuckers.  the selfish bastards.  the phony and pathetic disgusting humans beings I see on facebook posting “selfies” constantly and waiting for everyone to say how pretty they are or how handsome they are.  I really DO NOT care.  I care about my family.  my friends.  my loved ones.
  as I age I feel sad that, at some point in time, I will never ever see Nicole again or Rylee again and as I am typing this I start to cry thinking about that.  love is so precious.  life is so precious.  I no longer want to waste time on irrelevant people and irrelevant things.  FUCK HOLLYWOOD AND IT’S SOULLESS PHONY SICKENING PRODUCT AND PEOPLE.  who needs it?  does it make your life better?  do you leave the theatre satisfied???  ever???
  life is filled with loving people and interesting things but you must find them.  not hide.  love.  laugh.  embrace.  kiss.  hug.  love.  talk.  be real.  not phony.  let people in.  enjoy your life.  life is precious.  it can end quickly.  what is your purpose in life?  what do you live for?  greed is not needed.  ever.  earlier hate has turned to love.  the people I hated earlier…I still hate.  but the rest is getting my love.  real love.  open love.  life is precious.
  I HATE MANY PEOPLE.  BUT I LOVE SOME…A LOT. I never want to die.

i wish i could be a kid again.  start all over again.  be free again.  free to do whatever i want when i want without guilt.  without shame.  without hurting anybody.  without being hurt.  i would play soccer again.  i would play hockey again.  i would play tennis again.  people tell me that i can still play those sports but it’s not the same.  i am old.  i was young.  i had hopes.  i had dreams. i love my Mom.  i wish I could still love my Dad but I can’t.  he died.  i miss him.  i miss his smile.  i miss his affection.  i miss his love.  i wish he didn’t die but he did.  this is LIFE.  you never know when and what will happen.  it just happens.  sometimes when you least expect it but you must move forward.  you must move on.  you only have one life to live so live it.  live your life.  not anybody else’s.  i wish i could be a kid again but i can’t.  i miss you Dad.

Jack Tait sat and wondered just what had happened to the world he once loved.  what happened to the music he loved.  what happened to the movies he loved.  what happened to the women he loved.  what happened to the men he loved.  what happened to the sports teams he loved.  “LORD JESUS CHRIST PLEASE TELL ME JUST WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED???”  no answer as usual so Jack decided to drink a forty of Jack and write a letter to the Queen of England.
  “Dear Queen of England,
  I am not sure what happens in jolly ole England but here in Canada and America I have noticed a genuine pansification in our society.  men are no longer men.  women are bitchy cunts who, because men are pansies, walk all over men and are happy to walk over men.  they, therefore, lie and pretend that geeks such as Justin Bieber and Zac Efron are hot and sexy when in actual fact they are girly babies dressed like boys.  women are not dumb Liz.  they are manipulative and cunning.  unless they are dumb and actually do find pansy assed boys to be sexy.  you never know Liz.  you just never know. 
  what happened to our music Liz?  what happened to crazy ugly heroin addicted rock stars belting out riffs and shaking up the world.  what happened to guys like Jim Morrison.  what happened to Kurt Cobain.  now we have Justin Bieber and Justin Timbernuts.  no heart.  no soul.  no balls.  nerds have become cool but why Liz?  i mean, I know you have a bunch of dweeby boys and those boys have produced a few more dweebs but you are royalty.  you have an excuse but FOR FUCK SAKES LIZ I CAN GUARANFUCKINGTEE YOU WOULD NOT FUCK JUSTIN BIEBER!!!
  on to my next victim.  movies.  where to begin Lizzy.  harry potter.  twilight.  werewolf shit.  vampire fluff.  lord of the dweebs.  the pansy assed hobbit.  fluffy rom com’s.  fake horror movies.  cartoon movies.  comic book geeky movies.  ALL FUCKING FLUFF LIZ.  where are the fucking drama’s.  no heart once again.  no soul once again.  SHIT.  SHIT.  SHIT.  SHIT.  SHIT.  and what makes matters worse jolly ole Lizzy is that the dumb fucking puppets of our society all fall for this shit.  WHY.  WHY.  WHY  WHY.  FUCK QUESTION MARKS LIZZY!!!
  american idol.  shit.  dance off’s.  shit.  facebook contests shit.  FACEBOOK. SHIT.  phony self help posts.  DOUBLE SHIT.  NO ONE FUCKING CARES ANYMORE LIZ.  you do don’t you.  please tell me that you are still alive and not all dried up.  i hope you are not some old dried up pompous cunt from England Liz.  say it ain’t so.
  women drive me crazy.  they like fluff and talk like they are all from California and dress to show their tits and ass but if you look they call you a pervert.  i am a pervert but they shouldn’t call me names Liz.  they say they like nice guys yet they date jerk offs with track pants who have never read a book in their small minded lives and drive cars that have lawn mowers for engines instead of real engines.
  guys are worse Liz.  they all think they are hipsters but in fact they are geeks Liz.  they don’t FUCK women anymore they MAKE LOVE.  pansification once more Lizzy.  if you were here right now I would fuck you.  i don’t discriminate.  just an FYI…I don’t wear condoms Lizzy so I could impregnate you and we could have a baby together.  don’t worry you won’t have to look after the baby.  just do what you did with your other kids…pawn them off on a underpaid nanny.
  women are fake.  guys are dumb.  movies are shit and fake and dumb.  music is for dummies and is fake and fluffy and girly.  boys look like girls and girls think they are hot when they are not.  facebook has created a generation of soulless and passionless puppets who think they are important and have something unique to say but they don’t.  FYFUCKINGI…if you were dull and boring before facebook then you are still dull and boring.  WAKE THE FUCK UP AND ENJOY LIFE.
  anyway, i hope I didn’t offend you Lizzy.  i just needed to get a few things off of my chest and with passover and good friday and easter coming up i knew god was busy and wouldn’t listen to me and you are the next best thing because you are so real.  so thanks for listening and if you are ever in a remote area in the middle of nowhere and find an old deserted farmhouse then knock on the door and I will answer.  naked and drunk.  but I will fuck you.  cheers.”
  Jack Tait then rode his tricycle to the end of his driveway and put the letter in the mailbox.  as he walked back he shook his head and laughed at how ridiculously stupid society and it’s peoples are.  then he took a runny shit and entered the house.