almost the end of another day.
legs still sore.
feet still sore.
bank account still sore.
soul beginning to come back.
more wars.
more murders.
more innocent lives lost.
USA.
USA.
USA.
the chants continue.
the deaths continue.
the poor rundown cities continue.
packed jails and packed brothels.
big cars.
big noses.
and big business.
my heart aches but it is alive.
my soul aches but it burns.
burns with fire.
burns with RAGE.
burns with optimism.
the more lies the government and media tell the better i feel.
FUCK THEM.
SICKENING MURDERERS.
GREEDY PIGS AND LYING RATS.
vote?
really?
what a sick game.
what a sick lie.
GOD SAVE THE RACIST QUEEN.
GOD SAVE THE LYING QUEEN.
GOD SAVE THE QUEEN.
queens and kings and riches and poverty.
why am i writing?
i am not a good nighttime writer.
i am much better in the morning.
hungover.
tired.
one sagging nut scraping the carpeted floor.
soft fluffy carpet.
stained carpets.
stained teeth.
stained sheets.
IT IS ALMOST HUMP DAY.
FUCKING HUMP DAY.
NATIONAL SONS DAY.
NATIONAL DAUGHTERS DAY.
NATIONAL DOG DAY.
NATIONAL?
NATIONALIST?
NATURE?
NATIONAL “SHUT THE FUCK UP DAY.”
HELP ME FATHER FOR I HAVE SINNED.
please help.
please pray.
please do not be gay.
please…may i?
please.
pleasing.
people pleasing.
STOP!!!
WHY DIDN’T I SAY STOP???!!!