JESUS SAVES.

people take their jobs much too seriously. people take their positions much too seriously. stress which leads to bad behaviour and bad leadership. we are a culture of people pleasing at the expense of our mental health. at the expense of treating people properly. at the expense of our backbone. bowing down and bowing to the rich who go out for expensive dinners and drink expensive wines. money that was passed down to them from their parents. old money passed down over and over again. and despite what we want to do our minds and bodies bow down to them too. look up to them. smother them with fake compliments and fake laughs. but back to my original point. why do we take our jobs so seriously? selling shoes. serving food. cutting grass. installing sprinkler systems. all jobs that could disappear and nobody would bat an eye or an eyelash. no lives are being saved. JESUS SAVES. no kids are being taught. no decisions being made on nuclear weapons, nuclear bombs, and nuclear waste. grass. shoes. food. drink. make it about people. be a good leader. be a good person. be someone who inspires. someone who brings joy.

DON’T SWEAT THE SMALL STUFF AND IT IS ALWAYS SMALL STUFF.

why do restaurants have to be sooo stressful? soooo toxic?

why are there pretentious restaurant goers?

why do we cater to rich elites with deep pockets and no soul?

why choose the path of losing oneself to please someone else?

NO MISTAKES ALLOWED.

who set up such a fantastic system?

why do we follow such a shitty system?

why do we allow life to be so stressful?

DO NOT LET PEOPLE TALK DOWN TO YOU.

UNDER NO CIRCUMSTANCES SHOULD YOU LET ANYONE TALK DOWN TO YOU.

UNACCEPTABLE BEHAVIOUR IS UNACCEPTABLE BEHAVIOUR.

HIERARCHIES MEAN NOTHING.

souls and soles and entitled cunts.

almost the end of another day.

legs still sore.

feet still sore.

bank account still sore.

soul beginning to come back.

more wars.

more murders.

more innocent lives lost.

USA.

USA.

USA.

the chants continue.

the deaths continue.

the poor rundown cities continue.

packed jails and packed brothels.

big cars.

big noses.

and big business.

my heart aches but it is alive.

my soul aches but it burns.

burns with fire.

burns with RAGE.

burns with optimism.

the more lies the government and media tell the better i feel.

FUCK THEM.

SICKENING MURDERERS.

GREEDY PIGS AND LYING RATS.

vote?

really?

what a sick game.

what a sick lie.

GOD SAVE THE RACIST QUEEN.

GOD SAVE THE LYING QUEEN.

GOD SAVE THE QUEEN.

queens and kings and riches and poverty.

why am i writing?

i am not a good nighttime writer.

i am much better in the morning.

hungover.

tired.

one sagging nut scraping the carpeted floor.

soft fluffy carpet.

stained carpets.

stained teeth.

stained sheets.

IT IS ALMOST HUMP DAY.

FUCKING HUMP DAY.

NATIONAL SONS DAY.

NATIONAL DAUGHTERS DAY.

NATIONAL DOG DAY.

NATIONAL?

NATIONALIST?

NATURE?

NATIONAL “SHUT THE FUCK UP DAY.”

HELP ME FATHER FOR I HAVE SINNED.

please help.

please pray.

please do not be gay.

please…may i?

please.

pleasing.

people pleasing.

STOP!!!

WHY DIDN’T I SAY STOP???!!!

drugstores and doughnuts.

stuffy nose. always a stuffy nose. blurry head. blurry eyes. always a blurry head and blurry eyes. seeing old dull people walking into church. bad outfits. bad hair. bad manners. short. fat. why do these people go to church? are they afraid? do they think a fake god will fix their dull lives?

sad and forgotten.

buried underground.

drugstores and doughnuts.

bad coffee.

bad jobs.

bad towns.

bad cars.

bad wives.

bad lives.

out of shape.

out of money.

out of options.

big trucks and small dicks.

dick evans.

tommy moulsdale.

dan horrocks.

bruce wood.

great guys.

great times.

lost youth.

forgotten youth.

life continues to move. continues to excite. continues to change seasons and change weather.

hot girls.

torture.

married and following rules.

watching girls and watching trucks.

edgy.

cold.

refreshing air.

refreshing thoughts.

life is full of opportunity and love and hope and then comes loss and sadness and fear and anxiety and dirty minds and broken hearts.

“KEEP WRITING. KEEP YELLING!!! KEEP DOING. KEEP HOPING. KEEP MOVING.”

move lots and then be still.

STILL.

STILL.

STILL.

“be still my bleeding heart.”

lots of love.

connect.

shrivelled up faces.

shrivelled up lives.

bad drivers and bad personalities.

bad manners.

bad kids.

bad sex.

bad houses.

bad beds.

bad music.

bad tv shows and bad movies.

BAD.

BAD.

BAD.

bad grades.

bad clothes.

bad memory.

bad breath.

bad teeth.

bad form.

bad worth.

bad work ehtic.

ethics and morality.

rules made up by old white dull religious rich rodents.

rodents.

snakes.

maggots.

puppets.

sheep.

DO NOT LISTEN.

DO NOT LISTEN.

DO NOT FOLLOW.

DO NOT FOLLOW.

DO NOT OBEY.

DO NOT OBEY.

DO NOT SUCCUMB.

DO NOT SUCCUMB.

DO NOT FAIL.

DO NOT FAIL.

DO NOT DO.

DO NOT DO.

THE DO’S AND DONT’S OF LIFE.