in bed at 9pm. tired. groggy. bored. semi drunk. up at 5am. stuffy nose. sore knee. sore shoulders. restless.
drink a coffee and think.
drink a coffee and write.
drink a coffee and feel.
where did my life go wrong?
can i fix the mistakes of the past?
is it too late to, actually, make more money and enjoy life?
is life this difficult for others?
is there anyone out there who can, legitimately, help?
is life all about money?
the world has so much money and, yet, so many people live in poverty. why?
bad television (fake).
bad movies (fake).
bad books (fake).
bad take-out food (fake).
cheap cars (plastic).
cheap cigars (colts).
cheap wine (jackson triggs).
our society in north america is filled with fake, cheap, gimmicky, non-needed items.
social media influencers? really? is that a thing? who follows these fakes?
how to get back to authentic living?
authentic food.
authentic friends.
authentic coffee.
authentic wine.
authentic films.
authentic stories.
more silence and less noise.
honking cars.
loud engines.
loud sirens.
loud people.
loud fireworks.
loud lawn mowers.
loud motorbikes.
loud brats.
loud snowmobiles.
loud trucks.
this i need to avoid.
how to avoid our societies downfalls and distractions and live a peaceful and engaging life?
the beginning of my new life (once again) has started.
notanotherphony. 