another early day on set. started with a coffee. said, “BYE” to Murphy. i always feel bad leaving him. he seems so sad. he’s such a great dog. i love him sooo much. i quickly said, “bye” to Triggy but couldn’t say “BYE” to Taylor as she was still sleeping. Taylor has her first driving lesson today. i am both excited and scared for her. i love her soo much as well. she’s such a great kid who has had to endure a lot in her young life. two parents who are not mentally stable. poor parents. troubled parents not on the same page. loving parents though…i hope that helps in some way.
i love Triggy too but we haven’t had sex in months and we hardly talk. she watches her shows and i read. i want a healthier mindset or, more importantly, i want to be me. my authentic self complete with warts and all. the goal is to be present and not worry what others think.
BE ME.
DO ME.
BE PRESENT.
BE FREE.
change my thinking patterns to accept me as i am. i am a great actor. i am a great person. i am a passionate person. i am an energetic person. i make people laugh. i make people smile. i love life. i love people. i am a caring person. i am a smart person. i am a healthy person (for my age). i run daily (almost). i meditate daily (almost). i write daily. i read daily. i connect daily. i am talented. i am emotional. i am alive. i care about the work. i care about people. i am respectful. i am a good dad. i have overcome so many obstacles and trauma’s in my life.
DO NOT LET THE OPINIONS OF OTHER’S DRAG ME DOWN.
GO FOR IT.
THE TIME IS NOW.
notanotherphony.
notanotherphony. 