coughing.
coughing.
coughing.
my cough leaves for a few days and then it returns with a bang.
it is dull and gloomy outside and my nose is itchy.
my house is cold and my tired dog lays beside me.
novels and self help books are scattered on the floor beside my bed and i have started a new adhd medication (again).
there are those who think adhd is “made up” or a fabricated illness. i beg to differ.
at night i conjure up all kinds of brilliant ways to improve my lot in life. all kinds of ways to improve the world. all kinds of ways to save the world. in the morning i wake up tired and my mind is restless. i decide that cleaning the house and doing the dishes is more important than saving my family. saving myself. saving the world. the cycle will continue tonight. i make daily lists. i write out daily goals. i have daily spurts of creativity and then BOOM. I accomplish nothing.
in fact there wasn’t even a BOOM.
only a quiet murmur.
my head is now foggy.
is that the result of the new meds?
side effects already?
i need to go to the gym.
my belly has become fat due to my damaged knee.
damaged knee.
hacking cough.
dizzy mind.
too much coffee and not enough human interaction.
donald trump was the president of the united states. he can’t spell and has little heart and zero soul. he is soon to be president again. he is also a criminal.
rob ford was the leader of our city. he was overweight. drugged out. dumb. sloppy and immoral. he was also a criminal.
trudeau.
biden.
doug ford.
pierre poillievre.
netanyahu.
on and on the list goes. the list grows.
criminals leading our world.
terrible leaders.
terrible people.
terrible hearts.
zero souls.
miniature sized brains.
old.
lazy.
sloppy.
OVERWEIGHT PIGS.
these are the people who we vote in to lead us.
where are they leading us to?
i am now tired.
DRUGS.
DRUGS.
DRUGS.
notanotherphony. 