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souls and soles and entitled cunts.

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almost the end of another day.

legs still sore.

feet still sore.

bank account still sore.

soul beginning to come back.

more wars.

more murders.

more innocent lives lost.

USA.

USA.

USA.

the chants continue.

the deaths continue.

the poor rundown cities continue.

packed jails and packed brothels.

big cars.

big noses.

and big business.

my heart aches but it is alive.

my soul aches but it burns.

burns with fire.

burns with RAGE.

burns with optimism.

the more lies the government and media tell the better i feel.

FUCK THEM.

SICKENING MURDERERS.

GREEDY PIGS AND LYING RATS.

vote?

really?

what a sick game.

what a sick lie.

GOD SAVE THE RACIST QUEEN.

GOD SAVE THE LYING QUEEN.

GOD SAVE THE QUEEN.

queens and kings and riches and poverty.

why am i writing?

i am not a good nighttime writer.

i am much better in the morning.

hungover.

tired.

one sagging nut scraping the carpeted floor.

soft fluffy carpet.

stained carpets.

stained teeth.

stained sheets.

IT IS ALMOST HUMP DAY.

FUCKING HUMP DAY.

NATIONAL SONS DAY.

NATIONAL DAUGHTERS DAY.

NATIONAL DOG DAY.

NATIONAL?

NATIONALIST?

NATURE?

NATIONAL “SHUT THE FUCK UP DAY.”

HELP ME FATHER FOR I HAVE SINNED.

please help.

please pray.

please do not be gay.

please…may i?

please.

pleasing.

people pleasing.

STOP!!!

WHY DIDN’T I SAY STOP???!!!

WILLPOWER.

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knees sore.

feet sore.

my hopes sore as i stumble through life looking for my passion. looking for my fire. brief moments of fire are quickly replaced by dog walks and cutting grass.

6am wake up calls for a job that pays little and puts me further into debt. servicing multi million dollar homes that aren’t even being lived in. where do these people get their money?

i walked into an old dark home in the deep woods to turn on the customer’s sprinkler system timer. it was dark. house currently not occupied. million dollar home with a million dollar view. i walked downstairs, gingerly and fearfully, as i waited for a rat or mouse to jump onto my leg and start biting and clawing. i waited for a dead body to appear. the timer was in the basement cellar.

cold.

damp.

had a smell of oldness to it. i turned on the timer and waited for my partner, who was outside, to say “next” as he was checking the sprinkler system. as i sat and waited i thought of dying. i thought of death. i thought of murder. i wondered how many people had died in this old house. had anyone been murdered in this old house?

how many orgies?

how many abuses?

how many fun parties?

how many great moments had been had?

how much trauma?

how many tears?

good times and bad and then old age comes along and death soon appears.

THE TREE OF LIFE.

i looked into a separate cellar and saw old bottles of wine and old bottles of beer. really old. really creepy.

would the wine still be good?

i thought about trying one but these days cameras are everywhere. i, then, saw an old wooden statue of a black maid or gardener with big lips and beautiful breasts. i instantly became horny. i wanted to jerk off to her wooden tits. so nice. so firm. i thought hard and fought hard to stop the urge. my willpower won today. i didn’t jerk off. camera’s may have stopped me.

i made it home alive. ate dinner. drank some wine. jerked off. then went to bed.

the daily grind will continue tomorrow.

fake freedoms.

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i jerked off for the third day in a row as i try to understand the continued conflict in gaza. so many experts on both sides trying to explain what seems straightforward and simple. was israel handed the occupied land the way that the whites were handed the lands of north america?

i no longer trust the media. we are being bombarded with misinformation and propaganda constantly. the US always has an agenda and then their powerful media blast the agendas on our screens over and over and over again. nobody says anything against the israeli people for fear of being labelled an anti-semite. similar to blacks, indigenous, and the lgbtq community. we are NOT able to have an opinion on issues related to these groups for fear of being branded a bigot or a racist. freedom of speech is being pushed by the wayside as fake movements and fake news are being pounded into us daily. CNN and FOX contributing to the divisiveness and anger. FOX and CNN contributing to fake agendas and fake information. citizens consuming daily lies and daily propaganda. the real thinkers and the real intellectuals get pushed away while celebrity puppets on tv become our heroes.

such a sad and pathetic country. usa. so backwards. so corrupt. so wrong in so many ways. governments and systems in place to keep the “capitalist machine” at the forefront while many of it’s citizens are desperate and poor. desperate for half decent paying jobs and a half decent life.

GREED.

WAR.

MURDERS.

RAPES.

POVERTY.

CONSTANT WAR.

CONSTANT MURDERS.

CONSTANT CRISIS.

MENTAL HEALTH CRISIS.

HOUSING CRISIS.

ECONOMIC CRISIS.

rich rats at the top are happy and revered by the peasants at the bottom.

STOP THE INSANITY.

THINK FOR YOURSELF.

maggots.

maggots.

maggots.

maga.

maga.

maga.

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha…really?????????

CHAOS FOR PROFIT.

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sore feet.

sore back.

sore shoulders.

sore hands.

sore arms.

getting old is not pleasant.

lost dreams.

lost hopes.

lost love.

lost purpose.

going to work everyday for 12 hrs but seeing my bank account dwindle and dwindle and dwindle.

no trips.

no house.

no fun.

can’t afford physio on my sore feet.

can’t afford new shoes.

can’t afford medications.

humanity is lessening while greed and power are at record highs.

WAR. WHAT IS IT GOOD FOR? ABSOLUTELY NOTHING.

when will we all realize that our governments are corrupt? our governments are evil. our governments bring us war. bring us rising costs. bring us rising taxes. bring us rising poverty. little children in big offices. dumb. bombastic. greedy. liars. frauds. fakes.

USELESS.

USELESS.

USELESS.

WHY ARE THERE WARS?

CONSTANT WARS.

CONSTANT DEATHS.

CIVILIAN DEATHS.

CIVILIAN TORTURE.

TORTURE AND RAPE.

WHERE IS THE HUMANITY?

most human beings i meet are loving and friendly and happy or hopeful or honest or vulnerable.

human beings from all walks of life. different countries. different genders. different views. BUT HUMAN. HUMAN BEINGS.

OUR LEADERS CREATE HATE.

OUR LEADERS CREATE DIVISIVENESS.

OUR LEADERS CREATE CHAOS.

CHAOS FOR PROFIT.

STOP LISTENING TO THEM!!!

#LOVE.

what are you waiting for?

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awake. alive. ready to write. ready to play. ready to fight. ready to mate. ready to create. create with zero limitations and zero censorship. continue to write. continue to learn. continue to grow. continue to connect. connections and connecting are my biggest assets although that asset seems to be less and less important these days. i am creative and i am a great connector. i am great at reading people. great at listening. great at inspiring. great energy and a great artistic heart. artistic soul. murphy at home waiting for me. i need to shit and i need to run. it is hot and muggy or rather cool and muggy. cool and muggy is a shitty combination.

where do i want to live?

where do i want to travel to?

where does my daughter want to live?

where does my daughter want to go to school?

Sarah?

thoughts?

ideas?

daily writing.

daily creating.

daily connecting.

C’MON JACK!!!!!

WAKE UP AND DO IT!!!

WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR?

WORK AND CREATE.

WORK AND CREATE.

WORK AND CREATE.

POET.

POETRY.

OPEN HEART AND OPEN SOUL.

let it flow.